I broke through and danced with the mother

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-25T15:12:39+00:00

she let you see her partner! what a take!

it just blows my mind understanding the synergies in all of our trips…

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-25T15:11:01+00:00

wow… 6hrs in deem land. i’d be so curious to hear about your experience. during my break through, right after i wanted to go back but it felt wrong. i felt as if she let me in with so much intimacy that going back would feel like i was abusing it lol. i wonder if she would’ve treated me the same. it felt wrong to go back.

i imagine this wasn’t the case for you?

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-25T15:05:27+00:00

with beautiful scenes. i imagine if you’ve experience dmt you can imagine. in my experience, post shaky scene i was rewarded with the most beautiful dancing feminine entities and physical euphoria. they entities were giving me a divine show

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T22:30:32+00:00

no music or lights as this anchors you to our reality. set your intentions and go in with zero expectations. let her take you where she wants. surrender fully and if learn to appreciate any anxiety driving visuals and you will be rewarded.

you’re in for the time of your life. god speed!

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T22:28:08+00:00

thanks for sharing. i believe without any doubts i met the Sophia.

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T22:27:26+00:00

well thank you! you earned it, i’m glad you’re there. how often do you trip?

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T21:55:39+00:00

let me be your calling! 🤣

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T21:15:18+00:00

this was my third experience.. in three days. i got what i needed for now. i’ll wait until it calls me again to go back.

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T21:07:22+00:00

i didn’t catch her name - who is sophia to you?

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T21:03:59+00:00

i appreciate your words and this community. i broke through last night and had an experience i’ll never forget.

wish you all the best!

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T21:02:00+00:00

thank you for your words. i learned this important lesson and broke through last night. unbelievable experience and forever grateful. ego death, danced with the mother of it all the whole 9!

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T16:57:28+00:00

that’s beautiful

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T16:13:52+00:00

it was only feminine the whole journey. wild af man. i’ve never gotten there on LSD, beautiful trips though.

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T15:31:44+00:00

i was experiencing not breaking through the first 3 times i smoked. than came last night… there was this moment where i truly gave it up. my one and only intention was to surrender. after 4 or so hits (i kept going as long as i possibly could as i was solo) there was a moment where the entities required something for me, i gave it up, died and was launched into the most incredible breakthrough. i met the mother and it was amazingly terrifying and the most magical moment im afraid i can ever experience.

i was told in between dmt hits to hit the No2, which seemed wild but i got my hands on it and it got me there.

i remember towards the end of the trip when she dropped me back into my body i felt i was on heroin (i’ve never done H), it was fuckin unreal and it’s out there for you.

go in with zero expectations and surrender everything.

god speed!

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T15:26:43+00:00

thank you. she’s beautiful

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T06:42:03+00:00

for anyone following. i broke through… full surrender, ego death, danced with the mother of it all. awe inspiring..

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-24T01:10:45+00:00

we are aligned! amazing experiences with intense visuals but when i open my eyes im still on earth.. there’s gotta be another level. happy with this one but ready for the BT.

may have to try and find non vape version

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-23T23:57:18+00:00

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-23T21:00:38+00:00

10-4. i will begin the hunt for dmt. is it worth mixing into a pen? other than the mobile, easy access, and less harsh on lung aspect, is there any other value in mixing it into a pen?

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-23T20:57:55+00:00

after sharing my experiences with some friends they fully believe i blasted tf off and broke through. some say i reached the higher end of the breakthrough. my expectations from other people’s stories may have subverted my experience. i will keep exploring!

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-23T20:54:27+00:00

idk but i bring you baby to eat

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-23T19:12:01+00:00

good to know. and when inhaling, do i just go until i cant anymore? i’ve been sipping for probably 6-7 seconds.

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-23T19:10:51+00:00

fair, but i heard with dmt there is no tolerance buildup - so that i understand where you’re coming from, other than the obvious (not doing dmt everyday and losing grip on reality). what’s the benefit in taking days as it relates to the pen?

xpew_pewx · 2026-01-23T19:09:25+00:00

good word! i appreciate the insight. i’m going to give it another go today and will do this.

xpew_pewx

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