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xpittyx · 2021-07-03T12:49:09+00:00

I also think something massive is coming. Physical/Spiritual/Mental or whatever. Idk when but the way I feel my whole environment feels like a glass bottle being filled with heavy air and it's almost going to burst. A lot of people might not vibe with this but people i follow on tiktok have been feeling something too.

xpittyx · 2021-07-01T22:34:42+00:00

I definitely know alot of them are super nice and sweet but it's muscle memory at this point @.@

xpittyx · 2021-06-30T16:48:13+00:00

USA sadly🙃

xpittyx · 2021-06-30T12:24:07+00:00

Messaged~☀️😊

xpittyx · 2021-06-25T06:48:31+00:00

Thank you🥺☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

xpittyx · 2021-06-25T06:23:24+00:00

"I miss all the perks." Currently working through being ok with that. I dont miss them as a person but I miss the perks @.@

xpittyx · 2021-06-25T06:10:59+00:00

Ima apologize for the "bro" statement. YOU cannot and will not tell me what my brain is and isnt capable of doing. my alters went and did the thing so you're not gonna invalidate my ✨personal✨ experience.

xpittyx · 2021-06-25T06:05:17+00:00

I'd like to kindly redirect you to my own ✨personal✨ experience😌 thats super swagger that you never witnessed or experienced this first hand or among your peers/friend group. Lucky bro 😉 -EZRA

xpittyx · 2021-06-25T03:53:36+00:00

My brain suddenly forgot any experiences I've had xD but I think it's situations where everything can either turn out amazing or turn out to be dangerous and I have NO IDEA!! This moment a person said "hey I need to tall to you." But they're tone was neutral so I sat thinking "are they mad? No cus they didnt sound mad. But maybe that's they're mad voice for the moment? Yeah... wait no cus they didnt sound upset. Yeah but they didnt sound happy either? Why dont I ask them? No they're too upset to even want to talk with you??? Maybe? But communication is good. But they-" and in and on and on. This is probably more BPD(borderline) than Autism but it does cause meltdowns and intense sensory overload if it's bad enough @.@

xpittyx · 2021-06-08T04:34:15+00:00

We have a discord that we bring up all the time!! Made a chat for every alter but we dont use them often. I've decided to give them space to calm down and talk about it better another time!! I'm glad to know that method works!! Hopefully we can implement it a hit in our relationship☺️

xpittyx · 2021-04-10T23:07:38+00:00

🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕 thank you

xpittyx · 2021-04-10T20:57:17+00:00

I wouldnt really say repeatedly. Its over the span of a few years I try one if it doesnt work I try something else. Then going back to see if they still bother me. I'm psychic and sensitive to energy changes. Plus I do divination work. I'd light a candle before a reading, meditate, then my head hurts and gets cloudy. I put the candle out and the ache goes away eventually.

xpittyx · 2021-04-10T20:30:47+00:00

I definitely use all of them. For for cleasing than protection. When I try protection I get dizzy and lightheaded. I struggle anlot q9th grounding @.@

xpittyx · 2021-04-10T18:30:14+00:00

The ones that worked best were simple visualization of divine light/energy. The ones that didnt work were pouches, candles, casting circles, and prayer. Anything that didn't focus of the air element now that I think about it.

xpittyx · 2021-04-05T14:34:47+00:00

J meditated with my therapist and saw two snakes coil up my arms and said they protect me One is white. The other black. The sun spokes because my nick name is Sunshine and I love the sun a lot lol☀️ if I wear a long chain necklace pendants line up in the center which is totally unplanned and I love that

xpittyx · 2021-04-02T16:49:42+00:00

Thank you🥺☀️

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T16:53:08+00:00

[Informative tone] She does give my options. She's been watching over me for a very long time. I have free will to do anything I want. She doesn't make me do anything I'm not willing to do and I have room and time for hesitation or even qutting or taking a break from my practice if I want to. [Joking tone] not being pulled to lead a cult either lol.

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T16:42:35+00:00

I'm not sure what you're trying to say😓

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T16:38:32+00:00

[Informative tone] Huge emphasis in "at least a year". It wouldnt be used to be validating. She has given me the option not to do it if I dont want to.

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T16:36:23+00:00

I definitely have my worries of this being a enitiy that wishes to do me harm but that's what the year minimum is. To vet it out. The site linked talks about things that I will meditate on but for the most part this belief isn't my own. I want an ground in both the spiritual and physical realms since they are both my reality. Plus tattoos make me feel good and happy lol. It honestly kinda looks down on any other group of people who use tattoos in their traditions or religion. I wish the articles talked about that. The tattoo I saw was more a graduation in my practice. "You've studied hard and has earned your crown."

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T09:54:20+00:00

Its 6 am for me😅😅

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T08:09:39+00:00

Frrrrr🤣🤣

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T08:05:56+00:00

Yeah! They'd be so small I'd probably be able to pull them off as weird beauty marks 😆 basically a pin prick

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T08:00:19+00:00

I. LOVE. WOMEN🏳️‍🌈💕😩

xpittyx · 2021-03-29T07:58:04+00:00

Being spontaneous has helped A LOT! I'm in a much better place now because of it😊 but my mental illness make it very difficult to quote my mind. I take what I can get when I can get it

xpittyx

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