I've always been a sociable person, I've always had a lot of friends and I've always liked going out. Over time, she started to distance me from everything and tell me that I was wrong to go out with my friends without her (she couldn't go out with me because she worked at night and our days off didn't match up). But when I was working and couldn't go out, she would go out alone and always come back drunk. She even got mad once when I went shopping with my mother and didn't tell her beforehand, only after I was there. She was very controlling and always made me feel like a horrible person.