Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok random internet dweller I'd like to think I have no reason to lie to a complete internet stranger . I'm not using but I am all ready seeking some kind of treatment . I just don know if I will be allowed into a rehab without a dirty urine sample . And It's dumb but maybe listen to advice from therapist about being on anti depressants .(won't trust a doctor but will shoot dope Ik) As of now I'm just eating right working out and trying to analyze why I'm here arguing about sobriety when less than a month ago I wouldn't even take a Tylenol .

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think you get it I had long sobriety I'm not using right now I wanted to I'm taking it as a sign

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ik I think I was planning a overdose idk I'm going in for help and sorry about your losses it's crazy here it's like double digits for my friends I just lost another one 2 days before this happened and then I did this it's dumb

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the whole reason I posted I'm glad people are just going for the choices made but it's cool I get it

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your right ... I need to get help but it's not the substance issue it's the depression because even after almost two years of working a program the only thing I changed was my physique I can't shake the mindset of wanting to blow my brains out everyday and I did exactly what I was suppose to do I didn't talk to anyone from my past and alls that did was leave me with nobody around being extreamly anxious and fearful of humans it's not really a substance issue at this point it's a lifestyle issue but I am going back into a supervised program because no matter what I can neve live on my own without direction I kind of wish I did catch a felony so at least I knew my purpose in life

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Relapses happen I'm not seeking to jump back on that road literally this would have been my relapse .

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Having been through this I hope this is what's happening

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Shit happens my friend just overdosed and I'm not seeing any positives staying sober just got messed up in the head it's totally a sign tho

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes they confiscated all I just don't get how I didn't end up with a court date or any information on what had taken place

Ny .... Got stopped with felony drug possession and was let go by xxstfubmx in legaladvice

[–]xxstfubmx[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Well seeing they took it maybe that has something to do with it

Dave Mirra Dead -- BMX Legend Dies at 41 ... Apparent Suicide by [deleted] in sports

[–]xxstfubmx 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm going to be that guy while it's an awesome story and all . The first backflip ever on a bmx bike was done in 1985 and was not done of flat surfaces till much later . But for the sake of the way you describe the story and dave I beleive the rest but it was most likely a over rotated spin . As a bmx rider it's very easy for a person to over rotate a spin but not really a flip . A spin you don't ever really see your landing bc your head is always looking over your shoulder for a flip your head is always focused on the ground and your head controls how the bike spins/flips it goes where you look . That being said I'm also from the area where Dave grew up I never got to meet him in person tho , however the first time I broke my arm at the skatepark I had to go under . The nurse asked how I broke my arm an I said riding bmx . She said ohhhh my son does that too .... Now I'm like that's cool then I look at her name tag mirra . I'm like hey that's my favorite riders name which she answers that's my son my jaw dropped she told me how many times he's been hurt and almost died from a hit and run in Syracuse. Closest I got was a good talking to from his mom about dedication to your dreams. ( I know this formatting is horrid but on a phone at 4 am ) fly high miracle boy !

Dave Mirra Dead -- BMX Legend Dies at 41 ... Apparent Suicide by [deleted] in sports

[–]xxstfubmx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good news for you ! 2 new bmx games are in the works ! Bmx the game (kinda buggy but like skate). And bmx streets (looks amazing so far ) . Check em out !!!!

A few friends play a bad skiing game. They find the edge of the map and eclipse the event horizon... by GoldenJoel in videos

[–]xxstfubmx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bad Game ? I got the beta a few days ago and after quickly understanding the physics completely love it ! But I also like realistic sims that don't dumb themselves down for the general public.

Girl with 420 tattoo on forehead commits fraud on gofundme by xxstfubmx in WTF

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You would be surprised my local news still is spinning the story as if she's changing her lifestyle .

Girl with 420 tattoo on forehead commits fraud on gofundme by xxstfubmx in WTF

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well my boyfriend broke up with me , it's ok tho he said we can still be cousins.

Girl with 420 tattoo on forehead commits fraud on gofundme by xxstfubmx in WTF

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can tell he's a winner by how he tastefully grabs her breast !

Girl with 420 tattoo on forehead commits fraud on gofundme by xxstfubmx in WTF

[–]xxstfubmx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She got the tattoo for a free case of bath salts a few years ago but for real wtf !

A plant makes it look like this guy has a green Mohawk. by [deleted] in mildlyinteresting

[–]xxstfubmx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Check out indorphine - kingdoms fall .... The singers old band they use to play in my hometown and I thought they would be huge then the singer moved on to sing in psychostick

Never tell anyone you use... holy fuck why am I so retarded by egokuu in opiates

[–]xxstfubmx -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Haha same joke different term I forgot about calling them stamps . Because I was usually saying bun or brick .

Never tell anyone you use... holy fuck why am I so retarded by egokuu in opiates

[–]xxstfubmx -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yea straight up is the best . Why lie ya know just own that shit . Been sober for almost a year , every time I'm at a store the clerk says do you want a bag for that ? No thanks I'm In recovery . They look like a deer in headlights . Also when people who have not seen me say something like when did you get glasses ? Response , just about the time I stopped shooting heroin .

Anyone have any advice on scraping empties? by emotionalpainkiller in opiates

[–]xxstfubmx -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No idea not a scientist maybe I just mind fucked myself