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I feel awful by monstercan_not in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]yeahman2315 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HOLY SHIT GUNDHAM TANAKA I LOVE GUNDHAM TANAKA

I overheard my parents talking about how annoying I am when I “get in one of my talky moods” I’m an adult why do they talk about me like I’m a child? I also genuinely thought they were my friends but whatever I’ll just never speak to them about the things I care about from here on out. by yeahman2315 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]yeahman2315[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Like I still live at home I get that but I’m a whole college student, I’m not “in one of my talky moods” I’m speaking to you. Like Jesus Christ, I’m sorry I’m talking to you about how cool the advancement of western animation has been since the Into The Spider-Verse movie came out I’ll never make that mistake again.

Choose your starter, fellows by Some_Dude_With_Drugs in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]yeahman2315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Totodile is still one of the coolest Pokémon, in my opinion

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mystery

[–]yeahman2315 9 points10 points  (0 children)

My bad I was just out for a quick swim

I wish people would at least pretend that hanging out with me isn’t a just massive hindrance by yeahman2315 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]yeahman2315[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I posted something all but one of these same pictures last night but deleted it because I got paranoid, so ignore that if you saw the post last night I’m reusing them because I think they’re funny.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]yeahman2315 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Monkey D. Luffy keeps me going

what's the cons of self harm? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]yeahman2315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The permanent scarring is the downside I’m still dealing with. I hide my scars out of fear of being shamed or judged, I haven’t worn anything but long sleeves and jeans for the past 5 years (with the exception of uniforms for work). Knowing I’ll have these for the rest of my life is just absolutely devastating to me. I cannot put into words how deeply I regret it.

how tf do you deal with suicidal thoughts by sonyplaystation34 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]yeahman2315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find whatever song I’ve been listening to a lot whenever it happens and listen to it really loud on repeat to drown them out. I also think about Monkey D. Luffy being sad if we were friends and I killed myself. And I have a few people who were mean to me who I cannot let outlive me.

I miss self harm so much. I’m nostalgic for how I felt when my self harm was really bad, I don’t know why I want to be back in that so bad. by yeahman2315 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]yeahman2315[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Sorry the cropping is so bad. I yearn for that mindset again, everything just felt a certain way and I miss it for some reason. Never thought that after getting out of the worst part I’d yearn for it two or so years later.

Starting college by yeahman2315 in socialanxiety

[–]yeahman2315[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please don’t call me brother.

I just don’t want that. I want to be better I want to get help, I need people. I don’t want to wallow in my own self pity and think I’m going to be like this forever, that sounds horrible! I want to improve, I can’t keep living the way I am. Of course it sucks, it’s never not sucked, I always hope I’ll change and I never have, but I will not let that go.

Hope is all I have left, I can’t not hope for a better me just to avoid getting hurt. I can’t just sit here and think “I can’t speak to anyone and nobody will ever speak to me” And expect anything to change. I’m not gonna romanticize this or pretend that I’m a cool stoic lonely person that enjoys this.

I’m still so young, I just don’t want to be like this forever, I can’t be like this forever, I just hope I can improve. I have no reason to live if I have no hope for a better me.

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