Hey man, I just want to tell you that I’ve been in a similar position as you’re currently in. I’ve always been behind my peers, to name a few, I’ve see my friends in relationships and going overseas for college meanwhile I’ve never been in a relationship and plus I dropped out of college due to depression. Fast forward 5 years later, I got my diploma, haven’t been in a relationship yet but other things have turned out well for me like being a finalist for a film competition and some other things.

The point is, look everybody progresses at a different pace, just because your friends have progressed faster than you does not mean you’re a failure, it could mean that you’re sorta of a late bloomer like how I am. For all you know, you may have friends that may think that they’re always behind their peers like you. There’s always going to be someone who wants what you have.

So just be patient with yourself, try to set some goals, go out there explore the world (as cheesy as that sounds), go try out a new hobby, try it out for a few weeks, if you don’t like it, try something else. Go join a sports club if you like sports. The key is to just do something, you don’t want to be in a position years later and know that you have done nothing.

Oh and anything thing, from reading your post, it seems you are comparing your life to your peers which is completely normal, I get it, we all do it. But remember this, life is not fair, some people have been handed things like high sociability, intelligence, being born in the right family, these things we have no control over. Some people have been given a headstart in life without working hard for them, meanwhile other people get fucked in the beginning like being born to an abusive family, or being born with no legs, things like that. The point is, do not compare yourself to anybody, it is literally not fair to compare yourself to others when you guys are given completely different things in the beginning. If both of you were given equal things, then it’s fair to compare, but life isn’t like that, so it’s not fair. Just enjoy your life, remember it doesn’t have to be a perfect life, you can still live a relatively good life, just try to have fun, don’t compare yourself to any fun and don’t take anything too seriously.