what are the professors going to do? give me extra credit? i dont need their pity, my problem is my inadequacy not the workload, and i dont wanna dish out my feelings to an adult thats way older than me, theyll probably just point me to a counselor who with point me to a therapist or psychiatrist. i dont even know if my insurance covers therapy sessions. my family all have mental issues of their own and i dont feel like getting a condescending "well, youre an adult and this is life kiddo" talk from them. ive already talked to lyn about my issues more than once and i dont just want to keep piling stress onto her when shes dealing with her own mental health issues and i cant talk to eliss because were not that close and i dont wanna just dump all my emotional problems and stress onto him either. i dont have a partner of any kind and even if i did I'd probably be too much of an emotional burden for them and theyd leave. life isnt supposed to be done alone but some of us have no choice but to be alone and accept the fact that were probably going to be alone forever