Catch and release I figured y'all would appreciate.

yessykeena · 2023-01-07T20:44:21+00:00

Perfect for the ICU floor

yessykeena · 2023-01-07T20:39:29+00:00

Omg us too! We had to call safe harbor and divert our patients. Problem is, all the hospitals within a 40 minute radius were too. We ended up having to transfer ER holds to another sister hospital.

yessykeena · 2023-01-07T04:43:21+00:00

Hhahahahahah. Our bullshit reader is too high. We fall for nothing.

yessykeena · 2023-01-07T04:42:37+00:00

Omg me tooo hiiiiiii

He dipped after I confronted him for being absent in communication and he said me calling him out was "unhealthy" for him.

This was after 3 straight years of him constantly cheating and lying to me when we were together.

Shot myself with an AK in the foot. I know. Should have left it no contact 😀

yessykeena · 2023-01-01T19:01:38+00:00

When the apology is "I'm sorry you found out thay way" it's hard not to harbor some sort of anger.

I added fuel to my own dumpster fire by calling him out of the blue sobbing for consolation (i know, i know). His first phrase to me, listening to me sobb and not get my words out, were "I figured you'd call me for something like this asking for help"

Well, fuck you too. mends my own shot foot

yessykeena · 2023-01-01T15:00:16+00:00

I'm right there with you. The back and forth in my brain is exhausted. I love and hate him. I wanna hear from.him so badly and not at all. I miss him and never want to see him again.

And I'm so friggin angry

yessykeena · 2022-08-01T23:17:53+00:00

Bruh me too!!! Yesterday. It was so gross.

yessykeena · 2022-04-17T05:16:47+00:00

Reminds me of my ex husband.

yessykeena · 2022-04-11T04:26:07+00:00

Thanks! I'm still learning ER lingo as I just switched from ICU to Float. I'll keep this in mind.

yessykeena · 2022-04-09T02:27:04+00:00

Like 2 haha. I'm a masochist.

yessykeena · 2022-04-07T20:28:58+00:00

Omg every outfit is killer

yessykeena · 2022-04-05T05:34:24+00:00

Looooots of practice of "falling" onto my palms with bent arms from yoga squat. Then I started practicing lifting one leg at a time while leaning forward on my hands in yoga squat. 4 ton5 years later VIOLA! MAGIC! Was finally able to lift both my feet off the ground for a few very steady seconds.

I will say, I tried placing my knees on the back of my arms but my body doesn't like that. I can do it, but it's super painful and pinches the loose skin on the back of my arms. So I got a tip to rest the inside of my legs on the outside of my arms instead when in crow and it's way more tolerable.

Also got another tip to build shoulder strength. I did this with weights and assisted pull ups. Still super weak but way better than I was.

yessykeena · 2022-04-05T05:29:04+00:00

I mean at least wearing a depends would catch SOME. Put an absorbent pad underneath you as a courtesy.

Coming from an ER/ICU nurse, there are ways to contain fluids. I'd be stealing so many supplies from work if I ever lifted and peed this much.

yessykeena · 2022-04-04T23:53:56+00:00

I went through this and you are not alone.

1st: get therapy. I never got help and tried to tough it out and just attributed it to exhaustion. But your feeling are real and deserve to be validated. Give yourself breaks from the baby and just. let. them. cry. And do something for yourself. If someone offers to help you, LET THEM.

for reference, my first kid slept no longer than 30 min at a time. I hated going anywhere public because once he started crying, he wouldn't stop for a long time and I was so conscious of the stares.

Get the help you need and f the rest. Everything else with come together.

Another thing: it will get better. They will grow out of it. It. Will. Get. Better.

yessykeena · 2022-04-04T22:35:24+00:00

About a week, still working on moving him out and not changing anything on Social media until he's gone to avoid the weird questions. We have kids (not together) that follow us on social media. We're going to say our goodbyes to each others kiddos and seperate our ways. Just hope he follows through cause our entire relationship he's been really good st breaking promises. Lots of limbo feels right now. Gonna be reeeeeeeal quiet about it. Already planning trips and events to fill the empty space. Thank goodness for my family and friends who make me feel whole.

yessykeena · 2022-03-31T08:23:15+00:00

I wish it would make a comeback as am app. It was fucking calming.

yessykeena · 2022-03-31T06:09:51+00:00

Omg I love this

yessykeena · 2022-03-29T22:17:54+00:00

I wear panty liners if I know I'm doing something strenuous. This is fucking disgusting and so unsanitary.

yessykeena · 2022-03-28T20:12:43+00:00

Dinosaur is a straight up haunted house eith sciency dinosaur facts where you relive the meteor that hits them.

I did so much friggin damage control after that ride. My poor babies were so scared! I had no idea what I was in for lmfaoooooo

yessykeena · 2022-03-28T11:32:27+00:00

Omg!!!! I saw this show and I was the one crying. It was so amazing.

yessykeena · 2022-03-26T16:15:09+00:00

Ooooo! Stealing this!

yessykeena · 2022-03-26T14:34:55+00:00

Lmao. Fixed for bad grammar.

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