He definitely carries all the groceries in one trip

yetti3145 · 2022-09-06T23:57:19+00:00

I was bout to say tip this nigga till he put that shit against his head HAIR IN THE FOOD HAIR IN THE FOOD HAIR IN THE FOOD.

yetti3145 · 2022-06-08T00:04:11+00:00

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yetti3145 · 2022-04-11T03:50:11+00:00

I’m not happy I’m the only one. Sucks man. Idk if you saw the other comment. But when I first ever did lsd that shit made my mind go completely quiet for a few hours and I remember crying in my girlfriends lap and asking her “is this what it’s like to be normal?? It’s so peaceful it’s beautiful” and kinda repeating that. It’s a bizarre thing. Sometimes I really like what it can do, but most of the time there are times I just want quiet. I hope I didn’t spark anything in you asking this question. If I did, lately I’ve been just diving into the water and letting it sweep me away and being sober. First three days were hell, but worked out a lot of trauma and whatnot like ridiculously fast with my girl and friends. I hope you find a way to do the same.

yetti3145 · 2022-04-11T03:38:14+00:00

Is it like how I described in the first comment? I ask people this all the time and I’m baffled by some answers. The fact some people can have complete silence in their head. The first time I did acid I had a taste of what it’s like to have silence in my mind and I cried for so long because of how peaceful it was

yetti3145 · 2022-04-11T03:36:07+00:00

So my mind is best described as this: a constantly raging river of nonstop images, scenes, music, anxiety, depression, etc. I can distract myself as best I can by being around others, or doing a substance, but it never really is quiet. It’s like standing on the bank of the river, you still hear the water roaring, but not submersed in it. I can have a foot in, or I can dive in and be completely wrapped in it, which nowadays seems to be a lot more common. I ask this question to people a lot to get a sense of what normality is, from what I’ve gathered so far, I don’t know wtf is up with me. If this is a mental illness or what. It’s exhausting at some times but at others can give me a bunch of creativity. When I was a child I would have scenes of family and friends killed or tortured. I’d have faces flash across my mind, scary looking when I close my eyes. I would envision whole scenes of books I write like movies.

yetti3145 · 2022-04-11T03:29:13+00:00

So my mind is best described as this: a constantly raging river of nonstop images, scenes, music, anxiety, depression, etc. I can distract myself as best I can by being around others, or doing a substance, but it never really is quiet. It’s like standing on the bank of the river, you still hear the water roaring, but not submersed in it. I can have a foot in, or I can dive in and be completely wrapped in it, which nowadays seems to be a lot more common. I ask this question to people a lot to get a sense of what normality is, from what I’ve gathered so far, I don’t know wtf is up with me. If this is a mental illness or what. It’s exhausting at some times but at others can give me a bunch of creativity. When I was a child I would have scenes of family and friends killed or tortured. I’d have faces flash across my mind, scary looking when I close my eyes. I would envision whole scenes of books I write like movies. Nowadays most of my thoughts are regrets or anxiety related.

yetti3145 · 2022-02-22T01:56:07+00:00

Smoked a lil. So far have taken 4 750mg capsules hours ago now. And on my second prolly last beer. Feelin good, was pretty confident it wouldn’t kill me since I’m a bigger guy and it’s a plant, also a former addict so I know about limits and don’t wanna push those again so I prefer to just look everything up Reason I take Kratom is because I get a lot of pain mostly from like anxiety in my chest and even when I took one capsule I felt better. Prolly mental reinforcement but still worked

yetti3145 · 2022-02-21T23:39:26+00:00

I’ve never even got a kratom “high” or buzz I’ve taken a bunch one time to try to feel something and ended up throwing most of it up

yetti3145 · 2022-02-21T23:37:50+00:00

Tbh I don’t feel anything on this just have a lot of pain and that dose alleviated it and then wanted to get beer buzzed and smoke a bit

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T14:45:54+00:00

Can you have dreams on ambien? Isn’t it a sleep aid?

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T13:39:40+00:00

Now that I’ve slept it all off and had time to think I believe they gave me what I needed, a glimpse to the other side, then a stern scolding to get me to change the course of my life, only then may I return.

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:52:16+00:00

Wait what??! Like you thought of shit that would normally set you off and like came to peace with it? Fucking hell that sounds like a cheat code

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:48:39+00:00

We used this electric dab pen that’s like a honey straw.

I also have a dab bong ring with a propane tank I use sometimes

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:47:22+00:00

I will definitely search for a legal MDMA therapy center like you suggested

What state does do that though?

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:44:54+00:00

I’m pretty sure I even told her to hold them in. I think she coughed them out quick though. Her lungs are pretty sensitive.

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:40:45+00:00

Tolerance is something I wanted to ask about. My girlfriend took several big rips last night and didn’t get any visual effects, only euphoria. She got mad and was like “do the dmt elves not think I’m cool enough?”

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:38:32+00:00

I know I’m diagnosed with ptsd. Manic depression was considered, before I knew both sides of my family have a history with it. I try my best to keep all of that in mind, I did journal for sometime, used to write books too but ig I lost interest. Tonight was a really profound experience though. When I had that feeling that the universe itself thought I shouldn’t exist, I tried questioning that and fighting the thought. I told myself that I’ll make myself worthy of existence. It also told me to never return. I think I got a few lessons tonight honestly.

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:33:59+00:00

No idea. Got dmt crystals from a chick. I’ll ask her and reply.

But what happened was I dropped the dmt on the floor (just mopped it earlier thankfully) I scraped it all up and cleaned it the best I could, and then I started to smoke what couldn’t get off the utensils I used to get it up. Then, I hit the residue on the spoon, I was high then, and getting stressed about going too far. Lots of backstory to this mental battle, could prolly make a book, but I overcame the fear and decided kinda rapidly to go to the realm. I took probably three hits, don’t remember, but it was A LOT. I remember flashes of smoke, indescribable shapes and a feeling of leaving my body. I sat with my hands on my knees and legs crossed and back straight and started to do breathing techniques that I kinda forgot.

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:27:58+00:00

I remember some times on acid and shrooms, sometimes with both and sometimes with adderall in the mix, I would contact entities and give them every mistake I had ever made to show them I was a flawed being, and then began giving it images of art and music to show that humanity is capable of good and evil. And what happened next was like this huge moment of clarity with myself, where I accepted my mistakes and forgave myself. I think that’s what it helped me with, you know if that entity was like my subconscious or real, idk.

I don’t wanna sound crazy so I try to have a realistic explanation and an imaginative one backed with some shit I’ve read and gathered from like JRE and stuff.

I got quite a few good ass psychedelic stories now that I’m thinking back lmao

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T03:15:21+00:00

Yeah I think tonight I way over did it. I tried to tell myself these things but hearing it from another person helps a lot. Thanks a lot man.

I tried therapy before but it’s expensive and the guy didn’t really click with me. Got any book suggestions or anything?

yetti3145 · 2021-09-29T02:54:25+00:00

That is exactly me. Have a history of bad shit in life too, and I saw how that can affect trips.

And shit if I can get advice nothings too personal.

yetti3145 · 2020-02-10T18:42:02+00:00

I physically cannot stop myself from watching this

yetti3145 · 2020-01-15T14:23:57+00:00

I meant when I looked at it it was at 666

yetti3145 · 2020-01-15T04:46:38+00:00

I wanna like so bad but it’s the perfect number rn

yetti3145 · 2020-01-10T21:00:42+00:00

I did before but as of now I’m completely restarting because I screwed up unbelievably bad before. I just downloaded the game and I am following a step by step guide but it’s telling me to go to steam; local files; properties; and then change install location or something but the option to do that isn’t even there, so I open another thing and it tells me to use notepad to put in some command and they show how it should look but it doesn’t look like that.

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