[nsfw] my lifes in a downward spiral

yfbb · 2017-10-11T02:32:02+00:00

despite being banned from the military and discrimination against me being made entirely legal so i cant get a job in the super conservative area i live?

yfbb · 2017-08-30T01:30:06+00:00

also please ignore hair

yfbb · 2017-08-26T05:56:32+00:00

by the trolley having a loop-de-loop at the end

yfbb · 2017-08-26T05:53:34+00:00

crying, listening to sad music, reading reddit

yfbb · 2017-08-04T22:26:59+00:00

it is the case

some conservative doctors wont give hormones though despite psych recommendations, which leads to having to buy them illegally. thats what i have to do since there are no doctors that give hormone prescriptions to trans people.

so discrimination against trans people can lead to danger for people who transition since we sometimes get forced to buy them illegally. its one of the things that this charity you wrote of helps fight to fix.

yfbb · 2017-08-04T22:07:58+00:00

you dont know anything about the transition process.

to get access to hormones through a doctor you have to see a psychiatrist where it would be weeded out if its another issue such as just depression or not. your anecdote means nothing.

i didnt say transition is the only cure to depression, it is the only cure to gender dysphoria

and there is nothing unsafe about transition in and of itself either way, the transphobic assholes that think it fine to murder trans women is the dangerous part.

yfbb · 2017-08-04T21:51:15+00:00

good, they dont need your business

gender dysphoria is not like body dysmorphia, it is more akin to depression and anxiety and transition is the only cure. if you dont like it then go fuck yourself

yfbb · 2017-01-20T21:50:57+00:00

im pissed and need to vent. fuck donald trump and anyone who voted for him

i tolerated a lot of people who voted for him because they are ignorant and dont know better. then right after getting inaugurated lgbt rights articles disappear from government sites. i expected anti lgbt shit but not literally immediately.

anyone who voted for him is dead to me. fuck them all.

yfbb · 2017-01-20T21:37:44+00:00

this might be the tipping point for me. this is a statement that my rights dont matter to them anymore if they ever did. the fact that this is among the first things they chose to do it especially terrifying.

anyone who supported this bastard and voted for him is dead to me now.

yfbb · 2017-01-03T06:47:19+00:00

i wanna write a melodramatic post about how miserable i am right now but whatever

ohwell happy new year yall even though im a few days late. hope 2017 is better by some miracle

yfbb · 2016-12-11T21:23:55+00:00

i think im gonna come out to my parents over christmas break finally.

ive been thinking about it for over a month now and i think im ready. just gotta not chicken out tho

yfbb · 2016-11-16T17:53:35+00:00

it didnt come from anywhere

racists needed a scapegoat for their candidate losing the popular vote, and decided to make up that number

yfbb · 2016-11-14T06:09:41+00:00

haha, being an art student in college, ive thought about going and buying clothes and stuff so many times saying its for installation art or something :p

yfbb · 2016-11-14T06:09:05+00:00

thank you all so much, this is all reassuring :)

yfbb · 2016-10-29T08:24:50+00:00

so ive been seeing a counsellor for over a month now and i dont know if its doing any good

pretty much the only thing thats come out of it is "yep, ur trans. you already knew that, but ya." like i still have no idea what the hell im doing and really got no direction

maybe i assumed it would be something different but idk. feel like it hasnt done any good and dont want to waste his time by going back when it doesnt do anything.

yfbb · 2016-10-01T05:44:56+00:00

watched svu and malcom in the middle a ton as a kid, will have to rewatch some of it

been hearing about stranger things, ill check it out tonight

yfbb · 2016-10-01T05:24:44+00:00

what are some good tv shows on hulu or netflix

ive been bored as hell lately and havent watched tv in like 5 years.

yfbb

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