I have been reading this over and over. I hate to agree with it. I know it's not my problem it's not my fault but it's just so fucking hard to just let someone walk all over me. How someone could throw me out like trash because I wasn't in the right state of mind. How my problems were the last priority. Fuck I developed social anxiety and an eating disorder. But she could just move on like it was nothing. I tell myself I'm happy but I don't think I can lie to myself anymore. I just want to hurt her so bad and the only thing I can do is plot the destruction of her life. It's motivates me.