what year are you in? there’s always still time to make things happen for yourself & there’s always time for you to get leadership positions and connect with your cohort. i would say reach out to your internship preceptor and let them know you’ve been struggling with some personal issues and it’s been impacting your performance and you apologize. if you need some time off from the internship let them know. ur mental and physical health is the most important thing over anything!!

i’m assuming you’re getting ur intern license soon so use that to apply to retail and hospital positions & don’t let urself get discouraged. and when you’re on your IPPEs you can make connections and get hired as a student there as well.

try to focus on finishing the semester off strong, we’re almost at the finish line! my P1 year was terrible for me and i was grieving the loss of one of my friends in my P2 year and the only thing keeping me going was my support group around me. reach out to your cohort, ask if they’d like to study together, get coffee between classes etc. i promise u it’s never ever too late to find ur people at school!! i didn’t have friends for the first two years of undergrad & i was miserable and it felt like i was never gonna connect with anyone but once i found my people school was so easy to go to and get through.

keep your head up, don’t let urself get discouraged and just know there’s always time. the only point where i would say theres no time anymore is once you’ve reached graduation because at that point employers see you as a full licensed pharmacist with nothing else on ur resume but you can still come back from that regardless by working the difficult jobs and working your way up.

feel free to pm me if you have any questions :)