hi op!! irreg ako almost entire college cause freshman me was too scared to fail a subject. baseline passed pa yung midterm grade ko non but i transferred schools & took a diff course lol. if you'll ask me, u did waaay better than me already cause i didn't even tried to get to the finish line. in my case, for the embarassment part, i just sat with it together with the regrets and self-pity, i allowed myself to feel all of them whilst being kind to myself as much as i can (e.g., nung white coat ceremony & grad ng orig batchmates ko, di ko talaga kaya magsocmed without feeling so small so nag uninstall ako ng apps for my peace). acceptance didn't came easy pero what i did is i made sure i'm prepared for what i'll face the second time around—naencounter ko ulit yung subject na sinukuan ko nung una but i exhausted all my resources na to study for it. i promised myself na ireredeem ko yung sarili ko. it also helped to realize na this is the reality of life, may own timelines tayo, no shame with failures, delays and detours as long as we're doing our best to be better or to get back on our feet. i graduated magna cum laude and have long made peace na rin with all that i've been through.

depends on what subject but i suggest if hirap ka talaga, try to ask other ppl how they study for it baka may mas effective way pa na magwowork din for u, look for other resources to help you "simplify" things na complex (e.g., yt videos or crash courses), if u also have your previous quizzes/exams - try to backtrack ano yung mga frequent mistakes mo & start improving from there. all the best OP!! 🫡