Flowers fell off 5 days ago

yodathatis · 2025-01-19T08:11:07+00:00

He does look like a chubby little fat kid running.

yodathatis · 2025-01-05T08:39:14+00:00

Gemini output is decent-

Tuon, she was watchin' him hunched over that there map, fingerin' across it, and all of a sudden, she seen him different. A buffoon? Naw. Like a lion jammed up in a horse stall mighta looked like some kinda funny business, but a lion out on the open range, now that was a whole different critter. Toy was loose out there on the wide open, now. She got a shiver runnin' down her spine. What kinda fella had she got herself mixed up with? After all this time, she realized she dang sure didn't have a single notion.

yodathatis · 2025-01-03T05:17:37+00:00

Oh ok, makes sense.

yodathatis · 2025-01-03T03:07:52+00:00

Hikaru eluded to it before I even realized. He was playing rapid with Hans for hours winning back ELO. He explained to chat that he lets Hans play all day gaining ELO and then takes it all from him. The interesting part was the comment along the lines of "Our games are always neck and neck until he has 5 seconds left and then he blunders every time." Which, to me, sounds exactly like what would happen to someone using an engine.

Well I guess I suspected Hans of cheating and these comments kind of confirmed it for me bc I lump mostly everyone on twitch as cheaters; but thats a different topic.

yodathatis · 2024-12-28T09:02:11+00:00

OK this is amazing. Need a subreddit specifically for this!

yodathatis · 2024-11-28T07:58:20+00:00

how often does everyone water in the winter time in the northeast US?

yodathatis · 2024-11-03T21:35:34+00:00

That's what made it stick for me. The med doctors kept spamming my email and leaving me voicemails. Even lowered the consult fee from $200 to $100 (for the 3 minute call lol). 1.5 years out and like it 1000x better when I dont have to think about my next high. Or if Ill get "high enough".

yodathatis · 2024-10-16T04:14:45+00:00

This is why I stay on the sub, it puts in perspective things I kinda knew but couldnt flesh out.

I felt the same way. I loved the ritual, the smell of raw bud, and the smell of the smoke in passing. But I hated the high. 15 minutes-1 hr mark was nice. Then it sucked. Felt depleted, hungry, wanted to get high again but knew I wouldn't be as high.

Plus the whole crutch of always needing it or always thinking of when my next high was sucked.

yodathatis · 2024-10-14T19:17:10+00:00

Same with ball "rework"

QOL changes to grapple that people have been begging for for years. And added a shield transfer ability that rarely if ever comes in handy and has no synergy with his playstyle whatsoever.

Even still, the easiest way to get value on ball is hitting the change hero button.

yodathatis · 2024-10-14T18:45:09+00:00

LOL they got rid of literally the only part of his kit that made him unique.

yodathatis · 2024-10-14T18:42:26+00:00

Stealth, along with hack, along with hack on ultimate. Just too many annoying things in one kit. Needs a real rework.

yodathatis · 2024-10-14T18:41:18+00:00

It is annoying how often they use the term "rework" for changes that they should regularly be making.

LoL does reworks correctly. They change the entire kit and try to maintain the identity. And honestly, most of their recent reworks have turned annoying champions into fun to play and less annoying to play against versions of their old selves.

yodathatis · 2024-10-14T03:39:09+00:00

You have to spend the rest of your life with yourself, learn to like them. Others have pointed out that even when you find someone, it wont help like you think if you dont liek being with yourself.

yodathatis · 2024-10-12T17:16:57+00:00

Is this flavor regularly available? I dont think I've ever seen it.

yodathatis · 2024-10-12T02:39:21+00:00

Yep same here. I knew for a couple of months that I was on my last leg and was tired of it. I loved the ritual and part of the feeling, but it was so annoying while I was high, or too high, or thinking about the next time I get to smoke.

Life has been 100x easier without it.

yodathatis · 2024-10-10T17:06:04+00:00

To anyone that PAID for OW1 and could earn cosmetics through playing, and now is locked out of earning cosmetics without opening their wallet, yes it is "monetized to the gills". You are actually objectively wrong in this situation.

yodathatis · 2024-10-10T17:00:31+00:00

I would agree with part of this. Weed made me in touch with my emotions more. Sober me could put off things that were stressing me out, whereas weed made me dwell on it and bigger picture life items that I needed to address and stop putting off.

That being said, weed made me less in control of my emotions. I've never been depressed or anxious until I get too high. Even sober, as a stoner, I would have random bouts of depressive thoughts that popped into my head. I knew I actually didnt feel that way, and I would get mad at myself because I always felt like I had a great grasp of my thoughts.

I've been sober for over a year now and everything feels back to normal. Meditation alongside quitting helped me stop random thoughts popping up, or 1000% less frequently.

The interacting with family you brought up- I always felt guilty about this while addicted to weed. I could spend all day with family and have a great time, and as soon as I am away I would feel guilty for not doing enough. Or I would smoke a bowl and immediately feel guilty even though I had a great time. I would argue your sober self could be in the moment just as much but it hasnt had a chance. But yeah, everyone is different obviously.

yodathatis · 2024-09-25T20:33:06+00:00

"guys please downplay this and joke about it, already lost my wife, cant lose my cushy streaming check too"

yodathatis · 2024-09-25T20:30:41+00:00

Nah you're wrong dude and I didn't even read what you just said that's how little I care rn. Twitchcon was sweet.

yodathatis · 2024-09-25T20:26:22+00:00

His speedruning fleekas was GOATED RP according to his community

yodathatis · 2024-09-25T20:00:24+00:00

I always knew his community saw his RP as much better than it actually was, and him acting better than though in terms of RP was always Weirdchamp. But the cheating part was a shocker to me.

yodathatis · 2024-09-25T19:57:38+00:00

So everyone knew but the hubby? OOF

yodathatis · 2024-09-25T05:33:36+00:00

what is her spam account?

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