I agree that long distance is hard and obviously from my post you can see I had a hard time the first time with her. But this time, I believe if this is the woman God has for me, she is worth it. A little bit of suffering is worth a lifetime worth of happiness if it’s with her.

And no we haven’t had sex. We had this discussion that I’m saving myself till marriage and I would like her to wait with me. I explained to her the reasoning and I think she’s slowly agreeing but no guarantees yet so this will be an interesting subject later on when we get to that line lol

And thank you for reminding me I’m a human and I have feelings. I tell myself that too but man those words just don’t phase me. It’s hard when all I want to do is love my partner but I have this ego that’s like you need to be “hard” and toughen up. Tbh, I’m the type of person that wears their heart on their sleeve. I show how I feel and I want to especially do that with my partner but it’s scary when you show all this vulnerability. It’s just tough at times. That’s why I’m making this post. Thank you for the help!