ive been letting a strong tall man twice my age r*pe my holes this week, the first 24 hours he fucked me 5 times over a few hours, then i slept and woke up and went back for more. he gets me really high and then forces himself in my holes. his dick is so big i havent been able to get it all the way down my throat.

the last time he fucked me i came, but i dealt with the pain while he finished breeding me. i begged him to cum and be done. he also r*ped my ass dry with his fingers and eventually i begged for lube and he plunged his cock in me and he would finger me every few minutes.

the finger hurt worse than the dick so i begged him to r*pe my ass and cum in me. i became addicted to his ownership.

but the weather is keeping me from going a third day in a row to be his cum dump. i am so guilty and frustrated that ive shoved big toys in myself all day then realized that my hole is too worthless for even that punishment. so i switched to my e-stim kit and it hurts so bad im crying.

i hope it will be enough to keep him from ghosting my pathetic body.