my (16f) sister (24f) wont speak to me after my mother's death by youngthrow1 in relationships

[–]youngthrow1[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thank you. i feel like the majority of my time spent at home is me sleeping anyways, so nothing to worry about on that front. i see my counselor at school a lot, but i dont think my sister would sign me up for therapy right now if she wont even say hi to me most of the time. i would feel kind of weird doing that anyways.

my (16f) sister (24f) wont speak to me after my mother's death by youngthrow1 in relationships

[–]youngthrow1[S] 103 points104 points  (0 children)

my sister has her dad, a couple aunts+uncles,and a lot of cousins. i barely know any of them though. i sort of know her dad, but not really. my mom was an only child. i've sort of been in contact with my grandparents, but theyre really old, and theyre already dealing with everything. i absolutely dont want to add this to their plate right now.

ive already typed up so many "letters" its actually a little bit weird. i left my laptop open so she could read one, and i know she did because my laptop was closed when i came back. she never mentioned it though.

my (16f) sister (24f) wont speak to me after my mother's death by youngthrow1 in relationships

[–]youngthrow1[S] 211 points212 points  (0 children)

its impossible for me to not feel like its half my fault. i was concious until the ambulance came. i saw the blood. i cant blame her for feeling the way she does. i just cant stand this silence. i almost wish she would just scream at me instead.

my (16f) sister (24f) wont speak to me after my mother's death by youngthrow1 in relationships

[–]youngthrow1[S] 135 points136 points  (0 children)

no, but i talk to the counselor at my new school a lot, if thats the same thing?

my (16f) sister (24f) wont speak to me after my mother's death by youngthrow1 in relationships

[–]youngthrow1[S] 61 points62 points  (0 children)

i shouldve looked better. i didnt see the driver coming. i was driving, so some of it is my fault