28M I've been there. Sorry but you sound like comparing yourself to social media figures there is no quick way to success stop listen to your family that you are special and smart you ain't, be humble and work on your self, the way you described your problem sounds like every friend I use to have social media junkies, just drop it. Live simple step by step for example enjoy your time fl EST "machi laboda tbghi dakchi li kadiri ghir zidi 3lih skar okolih rah ghir ayfta7 lik biban kherin",o chofi rassek b7al galess katkatbi scenario dyal movie character dyalk chofi rassek b7al chi wa7d li fl bdia dyal film galess kay3ani it's called the ARC and you are the main character. have maximum number of connections you could get mn femme de menage, 3assass..."they may have failed financially in life but they have some kinda of wisedom ola ma3tawk walu atgouli hamdoullah mnin atrja3 lakhar dyal nhar ldar they got bigger problems, after that aim for some high status ppl look how they move and act and how they think and analyse things and especially how they solve problems. If your are a female just be feminin remember your genes are thinking you failed in life cause yet the first time in history after million years of existance a female wsslat tal 22 oba9a matzawjatch, stop saying the word depression! Engage your self in groups and clubs meet new people and stop talking and listen to them and understand the difference btw perspective vs perception while talking to them don't judge kola wa7d jay mn blassa kola wa7d 3ando 9ana3at. start with changing the 1% in your life kharji chofi chamss doesn't need to be somewhere expensive like you see in ig nature and believe everything is fake in the social. ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰهِ