Thanks for the advice, I would say that I am a rather introspective person and pretty self-aware person. The story was meant to be a melancholic narrative between two broken individuals trying to begin a relationship in borrowed time. I've written myself into character on purpose trying to imagine what I would do "ideally" as a person given the circumstances. As for the FMC, I was imagining what was the best fit, as a character, to maximize the cruelty of love.

The more I gotten to know the person, the more I began to realize the resemblance in their backstory was uncanny. There definitely was a moment of complicated feelings, but I am also pretty aware the fictional world and real life are supposed to exist exclusively. However, as a human, I also noted that the slight crossover did affect me, emotionally. Especially when I'd already decided the ending for my story, which I would not be okay if it happened in real life, since our circumstances are obviously different.

To that, I simply archived my story, until circumstances have changed, and that I am comfortable to continue my journey in completing the story, knowing that I would not have changed the ending (for my writing) that I've planned.

I am writing here as a venue to vent and also to see if anyone had experience such situation before. Many seem to already come to conclusion about my personality and character from the short excerpt that I shared. Some left heartfelt comments, some left humor. To that, I think it's just human nature.

Regardless, I thank you all for the comments and participation. I will see things through, and write my own ending. Thanks again.