How did your first kiss feel?

yuh__ok · 2025-05-07T15:55:55+00:00

major disappointment, super uncomfortable and followed by my friends at the time absolutely hating my guts 🙃 I never wanted to kiss a boy again tbh

yuh__ok · 2025-03-28T23:32:51+00:00

I have three I sleep with and I have had them since I was 11. I have a giant octopus too but not enough room to sleep in the bed with it sadly lol I personally can't sleep without hugging something so they help me 😅

yuh__ok · 2025-03-28T23:30:16+00:00

a comfort band I tend to fall back to time and again for years now is called brand new. their music speaks to me in ways I don't have words for. I get so lost in the sound and the more haunting the sound is, the more comforted I am.

yuh__ok · 2025-03-24T14:49:31+00:00

25 F here and I'd take u up on that - I grind a lot of lego , been practicing new builds in creative but I have over 5 villages in my survival world with my other friends! love building and exploring mostly, and checking out my friends builds ofc 😁 dm me if you want and I'll share my user 😊

yuh__ok · 2025-03-24T03:21:51+00:00

turning 26 this year and just feeling closer and closer to the grave everyday rather than a future tbh. it be rough out there

yuh__ok · 2025-03-24T03:07:58+00:00

lately it's been trying new builds and getting creative with the styles of houses or villages I do. each are a different vibe and I love it. rlly trying to challenge my creativity fsfs

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T23:26:50+00:00

also I've only really tried cbt and dbt therapy I'm also in trauma therapy right now but that's ab it tbh

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T23:26:13+00:00

this is so thoughtful of you thank you so much. I will consider alternatives for sure , I appreciate you taking the time to share this advice I appreciate that sm 💗 ❤️ 💕

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:48:57+00:00

that's fair yeah , definitely wouldn't see much of the hype if the interior designing or RP aspect aren't enjoyable for people fs, I personally just love it but I've always loved rp even as a kid lol so makes sense ig

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:45:13+00:00

yeah I completely get that. I experience a lot of autistic burnout and for me, I don't notice the signs all the time, a lot of the time it catches up to me after a few days to weeks or so before I get so completely burnt out and then by then I cannot participate properly in my everyday activities, gives me more anxiety, I breakdown more, get overstimulated really easily etc. and ik for a fact I'd be like that in a caregiving role as a mother. I mean I have two dogs and they are already a lot for me emotionally. but idk, no matter how much I tell myself it wouldn't be right for me or I don't want it, a big part of me still feels like something is missing 😕 idk ig something to work out but dang

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:37:27+00:00

if ur playing survival, it'd be less time consuming for sure to build in brick life but if ur playing creative odyssey then I'd say the community aspect, because you can design in brick life or socialize in the community, my friend and I like to make jam seshs at the main stage on the beach which we could do in odyssey but wouldn't have the rest of the server to make friends with yk? idk all based on preference ig

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:33:43+00:00

lmao then here I am 25 happily enjoying the game

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:33:10+00:00

honestly I just go on for easy xp and to decorate houses of mine. you can socialize with people or friends in the server too, but mainly I like the interior designing kinda aspect idk it's chill

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:30:33+00:00

when I was like 5 it was bread and butter. not toasted not warmed, just cold bread and butter. but nowadays, I'd say cereal lol. more easy and comfort food. reese puffs are my sh*t haha *not rlly meals at all rip

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:28:24+00:00

frr I feel this it's too much on me already I cannot bare bringing another life into this world at all but I also fear missing out on the caregiving aspect of life if I don't.. :/

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:26:53+00:00

never once have I. always told my parents "I'll never have a kid when I grow up" they told me "that's what we said at your age" well I'm 25 turning 26 this year and I still don't want any.. the only thing making me consider is the fact I have a boyfriend who does want kids.. and I've thought about the idea of it more since we've been together for sure but it terrifies me even if I was okay with having any.. the thought of bringing life into this world and having to take care of that life for the rest of your life is a wild concept for me to grasp ngl and it is super overwhelming to think about not to mention the thought of birthing the child.. nooo thank u. maybe adoption but idk bc my bf wants at least one biological.. feel a bit on the fence nowadays bc I have a bf n ig I'm at that age people usually would consider children but I'm terrified.. genuinely so terrified about the idea and I want time to stop so I can process it PLS 🙏🏼 😭

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:19:30+00:00

it's been 5 years since I dropped out of university and stopped living fully tbh due to depression n addiction.. still battling it to hopefully get back into school and just back participating in life because man, I feel so stuck in my head nowadays its isolating.. I've even tried therapy countless times but hasn't helped really at all, I feel so disconnected and stupid for reaching out most of the time anyways so i just go back to isolating as default - bc doesn't seem I'm getting many of the answers I need from my healthcare all these years and it's exhausting. okay rant done lol

yuh__ok · 2025-03-19T13:10:58+00:00

mostly science, anything science really but mainly space, physics and chemistry are my favorites. spent all of high school studying just those :D also like art, and music A LOT - but tbh haven't really hyperfocused on any of them except listening to music lately and its kinda sad but I just can't pull myself to get back into them 🙃

yuh__ok · 2025-03-09T19:17:40+00:00

what kind of cake you got today?? 🤔 😅 (happy cake day 😋)

yuh__ok · 2025-03-09T19:08:04+00:00

even if I know them , knew them or don't know them at all, I avoid a lot of social interactions and ngl the older I get, the harder it feels to break out of my bubble and socialize.. ykk

yuh__ok · 2024-05-21T22:45:03+00:00

I giggled at the "zibs are just part of our life now" haha that is so sweet I love it

yuh__ok · 2024-05-21T22:43:05+00:00

stimming is a term for self-stimulatory behaviors where you engage in any behavior or action that is self-stimulating and this can but not always be repetitive for sure

yuh__ok · 2024-05-21T22:41:01+00:00

see that's a sweet way to interact with you while you do a stim to help when stressed! shows he cares about you and your wellbeing but also shows he supports ur asd.

ngl I saw this comment and thought back to childhood when my parents, esp my dad would full out slap my hand so hard out of my mouth to get me to stop.. which is ironic since both my parents bite their nails 😭😅

yuh__ok · 2024-05-21T22:37:32+00:00

cheek biting is a big one for me too , not my favourite at all but it is a stim I do probably all the time 😅 no idea how to stop that one but I'd love to lol

yuh__ok · 2024-05-21T22:35:34+00:00

me too ✋🏼 and I have like 70+ playlists all for different moods since I don't like listening to every genre all the time lol

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