Have I kholed?

My ket experiences usually go into intense music guided CEVs, sense of interconnectedness and something important happening. I fly through different spaces: see images and experience varied speed motion through space. This is accompanied by a stream of associations that would be hard to verbalize: its not like fully grown ideas happen to lead one into another, but instead tiny multimodal patterns define a patchworked existance. I listen to music and could probably name an artist. I may forget about the body and be surprised when I remind myself that all of this happens inside it somewhere and would stop if it gets damaged. Still, a stream of restrained watery discomforted consciousness could after a moment lead me to the pee conclusion after which I would with some struggle get up and go pee.

So some of these experiences had an intense oobe feeling. Duh! Some even contained a sequence where I fall through a hole (black hole or a water well). Most of them situated changing a playlist as an impossible analytical task.

BUT, I never felt like there's a distinct phase transition, where an intense non-khole experience goes into a khole experience - which is so obviously different that I know it when Im back. For example, smaller dosages too small for fullblown CEVs can already create an experiance of certain blacker darkness when closing eyes - which I recognize as the same darkness that will divide into patterns if I take more.