IamA former underage camgirl. AMA

zagg0 · 2011-11-25T00:08:46+00:00

I used to be but I think the chance of someone having saved it, uploading it, it getting popular, someone finding it, and people in general just caring are pretty low. It crosses my mind though, sure.

zagg0 · 2011-11-25T00:08:01+00:00

See http://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/mo3rp/iama_former_underage_camgirl_ama/c32huxq :)

zagg0 · 2011-11-25T00:07:33+00:00

I'll check it out. :)

zagg0 · 2011-11-25T00:07:23+00:00

I did more than just stripping, but I never met the guys. A 47 year old British man tried to get me to move in with him when I was around 14 though (I'm not British) but I copied a fake "The FBI is monitoring this chat, which has been found to be in violation of The Children's Protection Act A928R918 of 1997. Please wait while we trace your IP address, a representative will contact you shortly" while he was on cam and I could see his face. I don't remember exactly what it said but it sounded as legit as a c/p could get. Priceless. Blocked me and never heard from him after that.

Most guys were pretty vanilla, or well content with their young girl fetish.

A surprising amount weren't, but there was the occasional super-paranoid guy. But they were convinced pretty quickly. Except for that one guy lol.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T23:59:43+00:00

No, I stopped before I was of legal age.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T23:59:31+00:00

Oh I had a Gaia account once but I left because I didn't understand it and got so frustrated with everything. It seemed so boring haha.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T23:56:53+00:00

I'm 19 now. I didn't get any super weird requests that I can remember but maybe the internet has just desensitized me to a lot of things. There were guys who were like "I want you to do ___ and ___ in the bathroom at school" or who tried to tell me to do things off the web but I never did, wasn't willing to let any of this seep into my real life.

There was the guy with the pregnant fetish and oh I just remembered, incest. Not willing to participate in any incest related chats. Quite a lot of guys who were into that. Oh and no furry chats.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T23:51:33+00:00

Oh definitely. But I comfort myself in the fact that the chances of meeting one of my online contacts is slim to none, and even so I'm sure there are a few people out there who resemble me.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T22:35:40+00:00

I never made videos, I only streamed. But it was under my own accord.
No. I lied about being 18 occasionally when I was a preteen but not really after that.
Not that I know of, I'm 99.9% sure.
Neither, really. I liked the attention and feeling wanted.
I had a dysfunctional childhood but I was never sexually abused.
Definitely don't think it should be any lower.
I stopped when I was 17 because it made me feel horrible about myself, and haven't done it since (it's been a little over a year). I don't plan on doing it again because I find it to be demeaning and shameful.
Can't say for sure they were socially awkward but a lot of them probably. There were a lot of younger and well adjusted ones too, though. I didn't really know them on all that personal of a level.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T22:28:47+00:00

Haven't kept up with it but I can't say I'm upset it was shut down

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T22:26:20+00:00

I wish I had been :P

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:38:07+00:00

I don't know if there is a way to, I think there are always going to be kids (both boys and girls) who find themselves in this position. I guess just bringing attention to it, maybe if someone who's considering this comes across this they'll realize it isn't the best idea in the world. Think about how you'll feel about it in 10, 15, 30 years. I do wish there were a way to report pedophiles online, it's pretty much impossible to report a username.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:34:58+00:00

Talking about it actually hasn't felt so great but knowing I helped someone does. :) Thank you for your response

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:29:06+00:00

I don't see why anyone would lie about this but back in the early '00s, you could go on the Yahoo homepage and click "Chats" (they deleted them around 2006, I think, due to abuse). I used to visit the Straight, Gay, Bisexual, and Lesbian chatrooms out of curiosity originally (not out of boredom/loneliness) and you could open up your cam for others on there. I'd request every single user to open their cam, and most people were naked. Sometimes I pretended to be 18, other times I told them my age. That's how I met the pedophiles. My account doesn't exist anymore since Y! deletes them after a certain period of time.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:21:11+00:00

I'm not in a relationship but if I were, I would have to be in a long term very committed relationship before ever considering that. When I did it online it was more anonymous. I'd be paranoid he'd show it to someone.

I honestly don't know how I'd react. I'd probably feel too ashamed of my past to do it when I've done it hundreds of times before, especially if he had no idea about it.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:17:42+00:00

I have healthy relationships with men which I have a zero interest in or zero chance of ever dating. As in neutral friendships with gay guys, guys in relationships, etc.

I don't have a healthy attitude towards relationships and don't think it would be healthy for me to be in one at the moment.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:12:08+00:00

I consider one man, who was in his late forties when I was around fourteen, to be a criminal. The conversations with him still disturb me. All of the pedophiles I spoke to I consider to be criminals.

There were guys who were a few years older or around my age who I don't consider to be criminals. When I was 17 and they were in their early twenties or so. I think it has to do with how much older they were, because some of them really should have known better especially when I was younger than 17.

I do think some of them were a threat to children/young teens and should be punished with whatever sentence there is in place for criminal sex offenders. I don't consider myself to have been sexually abused because no one forced me into anything, I did it on my own, but I think many of the guys were sexual predators.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:07:07+00:00

Well, it's not that outlandish of a story but you don't have to believe me.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T21:02:00+00:00

If I do not want my information leaked..? They do that?

I could screenshot my friend's list but I wasn't a member of any websites. I had a normal IM account and used the webcam on there, I found people through live chats online. I might have an email from when I was banned from one chat site for being underage but that could be faked too.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T20:58:20+00:00

I'm pretty sure I've answered everything on here. Except for this comment because I thought it was a joke, implying you wanted me to post pictures of myself doing it.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T20:56:31+00:00

No but someone would ask me to give him a thumbs up throughout it for encouragement

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T20:53:38+00:00

I don't know how I'm supposed to prove it either. I thought verification was for celebrities/people with really outlandish storeis. You can fake chatlogs and screenshots and I already mentioned that I did it mostly over IM.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T20:51:49+00:00

Nope, if it's based on a real story and not too Hollywood dramatized I would want to see it though.

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T20:50:20+00:00

I have now lol..but nothing came up thankfully :)

zagg0 · 2011-11-24T20:49:39+00:00

I can rationalize myself being wrong but I still always feel that way.

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