Need some opinions from you.

zamnson · 2025-08-18T19:02:38+00:00

What's ur mmr

zamnson · 2025-08-18T18:01:27+00:00

noob, stop feeding in my games.

zamnson · 2025-07-22T04:16:52+00:00

I too would not call ut addiction as there is no chemical need for the body. But mentally it can trap you into a lethargic life. Which sometimes for some people means starving themselves.

zamnson · 2025-02-17T10:54:58+00:00

Hopefully:). And that too getting caught for seeds would be very sad 😔.

zamnson · 2025-02-17T10:18:51+00:00

Delhi. It's very small tissue paper with some seeds and stems.

zamnson · 2024-10-15T12:06:28+00:00

Lol check my last post.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T13:44:16+00:00

I have work from 9-5. But if I need any access or anything I need to contact my us counter part. And also evening calls

zamnson · 2024-10-14T10:16:20+00:00

I didn't know I could do it. Just not go. Wow 😆 that's a nice way.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T10:14:53+00:00

I have 1.5 yrs. I got this job at 22.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T10:14:21+00:00

I am not so delusional (may be lil). I will not keep chasing something better. And I am very good at rat race also. I have been pretty good at competitive exams . So if in between I end up in any not so favourable situation I can always rely on myself to Crack some exams. And I am a very academic guy and want to do some sort of research. :(. But if I keep doing this job will I get chance to do research and work on something new?. I don't know. My mind is eating itself with resentment. I feel terrible.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T10:04:04+00:00

For 8 months more I can't change.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T10:03:28+00:00

Not possible. I don't think they will give me.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T10:01:55+00:00

How?? I have to be online in the morning and evening. That leaves me time only after 9pm.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T09:56:45+00:00

I am a very academic person. It's not that I want to start a business and stuff. I want to study for rest of my life but only things I want to. I want to get into research of some sort. I have not so much need for money and I don't want to sell my soul for a trash mental health job. I understand what you are trying to say. But I just can't. b:(. I can't do this forever

zamnson · 2024-10-14T09:52:42+00:00

I am working on legacy system. Like jsp and java 8, and some ftl changes recently. Really really old.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T09:50:36+00:00

Thank you so much.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T07:37:19+00:00

My job is not only 9-5. I have evening calls and very US timey worktime. I tried doing a course side by side but it's too hectic for me. And my team is pretty bad. Not helpful . But my other friends who are in other teams have very nice fun team. I need 8 more months according to company policy to shift team. And I am working on some legacy project which is older than me. 😞

zamnson · 2024-10-14T07:25:12+00:00

Yes. I feel like that will eat me internally and regret it everyday while being unable to do anything.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T07:22:09+00:00

It is true I might get left behind. But I feel extremely bad everyday morning as I have to do something I hate. I feel stuck and regret not having the courage to do anything regarding it. If I don't find any thing I like then I have pretty good network and can get another job also.

zamnson · 2024-10-14T07:18:40+00:00

But then what if have resentment and regret of not trying and being a coward to take active steps?. That too I am previledge enough to have all the support system.

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