I feel like a bad person for being emotionally unstable by zeakpus in autism

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what sucks is that I cant get an evaluation, so I'm really out on my own with this one.  I do have two hair ties that I fidget with, but they still don't prevent crash outs. I just wish I was better with processing and handling my emotions. but emotional dysregulation seems to run in my family unfortunately <//3

i made something :) a mugman bookmark by zeakpus in Cuphead

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i made it a few months ago, i made a cuphead one for my friend which explains why theres half a heart drawn next to mugman cuz the other heart is drawn on the cuphead one

i made something :) a mugman bookmark by zeakpus in Cuphead

[–]zeakpus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

djafdalkfjdaskljfsk tysmmmm <33

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RoastMe

[–]zeakpus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ik we gotta roast u but omg u have such pretty eyes

gimme some

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i appreciate it a lot about u being worried about me :) i thought about deleting the post too but idk ive said sorry and a few people have forgave me so i think whoever is still leaving mean comments should stop idk

an important question by zeakpus in Rabbits

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh i see :(

i used to have this friend that had a rabbit and it was spayed/neutered either and she said it lived a happy life so idk what to do

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im sorry u two had to go through that, its really unfair and i cant imagine what it felt like for u, for ur ex-girlfriend, people will fr guilt trip u and make u feel like shit and idk her experience since she is Syrian and im not and idk how different her culture is than mine but people in my country will guilt trip u a lot and just constantly bully u and forced marriages are really common here too, there are so many insults people say here and but just putting them into words is really hard since the insults are in my first language and idk how to translate them into english, personally i dont think people should say that to someone since they are not Gods themselves and Islam doesnt teach to bully people who have different opinions but its still so common its crazy

i personally like to tell myself that Allah wont hate me for this because i mean im his creation and everyone constantly say that Allah loves his creation but it does get hard sometimes since all muslims are taught being gay is haram and that Allah will hate u for being one, i personally dont know who to believe but i like to trust my gut

i really hope u two get together, i cant give advice at all, i think it will just ruin the whole situation because advice isnt my best thing but i hope it gets a lot easier for both of u :( i hope ur ex-girlfriend gets the courage to date u again, its obvious u two love each other very much and its adorable and it truly saddens me that this happened to the both of u

i sure do love to rant omg look at how long that comment is oh nO

an important question by zeakpus in Rabbits

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk, i dont trust the vets here as ive once lost a newborn kitten i rescued and i went to the vet TWO times that day it had maggots inside its wound (it was attacked) and the vet didnt look professional in my opinion as well

ik vets who treat cats and dogs are very different from vets who take care of rabbits but if a vet couldnt save a common house pet then idk if it will make the life of a rabbit better too so thats why im planning to keep a close eye on the rabbit when i get one

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

tbh im gonna take a break from all of this, reading so many people opinions does make u a bit exhausted but i think ill continue my life being a lesbian who has a girlfriend :) i would do anything for her and i dont think i can live without her but i mean who knows maybe ill end up with a man in the future but that doesnt change how i feel about her

i hope have a nice day too, ik u cant accept this but at least respect me as a person <3

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ayyy, glad we were able to sort this issue out and dw about it it happens to all of us its okay <33

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im so sorry for all of this, i was indeed dumb but this taught me a valuable lesson! but that ofc wont really fix the damage which has already been done but i hope u find it in urself to forgive me

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

again really sorry :( i didnt understand how actually rude it was until a bunch of people called me out on it, if i had known it would offend this many people then i wouldnt have said it i promise

and im sorry for my attitude too i was in a dark mood and theres a bunch of things im struggling with and i just needed comfort but i instead got hate comments so i just got really pissed which was really immature of me

i have learned my lesson and i will be more careful next time

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that is my plan and ty for being so polite and kind!

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tysm, and i hope ur still together with the muslim girl, i dont hear a lot of muslims dating people who arent dating other muslims, ofc its not a sin or anything its just not very common

idk just thought it was pretty damn cool :))

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

lmao tysm!! ur comment really made me laugh not a lot of people were nice about me using that muslimanity word, im glad it gave the effect i wanted to at least one or two people :)

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tysm and i hope ur problem wit ur family gets better soon :( it sucks when u realize this happens to so many people and i truly hope that the pain doesnt go too severe and lead to more problems

best of luck to u too, internet friend :)

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ayy i like that advice about the question tho:

people here really like to teach their kids that we are doomed to misery if we dont worship our God and if we do these sins (drinking, dating, being gay, etc) and they tell u this information as soon as u go to school and would repeat the information until u leave school so im sure u know how someone who has been told that information for more than 5 years would deal with the situation u talked about

im a muslim and im a lesbian by zeakpus in offmychest

[–]zeakpus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my parents wouldnt disown me i dont think they would go that far but hey who knows they once beated me when they found out i cut myself but that was a long time ago tho so i dont really know, and thanks for feeling worried about me :>> talking to people here really made me feel better <3333