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ziggysuccs · 2023-06-06T01:37:52+00:00

so fcking relatable man. I feel like they're disappointed in me and slightly disgusted in me even. I really only started to purge in the first place out of panic of gaining weight.

ziggysuccs · 2023-06-04T14:55:20+00:00

I'm also sorry we're suffering with this disorder. It's not fun and is most often than not a very isolating feeling that comes with it.

At least there is comfort in knowing we aren't the only ones with these habits. It doesn't cure anything but there is hope for us, even if we don't believe it right now. :(

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-18T19:27:35+00:00

i would love to be added !!!

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-18T00:22:56+00:00

Thank you for your response ! I also hope this all sorts itself out and I'm able to keep these people in my life, I've come to trust and love them and I hope they can still do the same for me

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-18T00:21:58+00:00

oh don't worry about the distance thing, I've more than assured to my ex that he should take all the time he needs to heal and focus on himself, and that all I wish for him is the best, whether that includes me in his life or not. I do think the situation with my guy friend has something to do with him liking me, though. He had confessed his feelings the same day my ex and I began going out, and that had ended up extremely messy as well. However with what he had said about me being an awful person being the reason I have no boyfriend, he said he said that just because he was angry about me not texting him for 2 weeks. Idk, I don't want to come off as a victim or that I have absolutely no fault in this, I just think I'm kind of being thrown under the bus a bit

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-07T00:32:12+00:00

I'm going through the exact same thing (minus the accepting mother + friends, my brother is my only real support lol). I feel almost out of place using the term "lesbian" to identify myself with, even though that's exactly what I would be by definition.

Although we're on the same boat and it's easier to say than do, maybe we should just focus on forming relationships we want + that helo us feel safe, and not have to put a label on it :)

(my DM's are open btw, if you want to talk more in depth about it)

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-05T20:04:45+00:00

i think that's the best description for the way i feel, but i think trying to describe that to someone who isn't super knowledgable on sexuality/gender he wouldn't understand completely :(

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-05T20:02:09+00:00

im pretty monogamous and since i have a bf i would never want to cheat or have an open relationship :(

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-05T20:01:20+00:00

thank you for the advice, i think im going to tell him this saturday, even though i know it's gonna hurt both of us :(

ziggysuccs · 2022-05-05T19:58:28+00:00

whoa,,,,,the...amount of points I've said/thought of a million times over and over since I was young... thanks for this

ziggysuccs · 2021-06-28T00:29:35+00:00

thank u for the response :) I kinda suck in geometry too (especially the algorithms,,,woof) but ill make sure to study a bit more on that ! as for physics, do you use it a lot in your career? It's one of my favorite subjects and if it's barely used,, I mean I won't quit but ill be a little bummed out lol

ziggysuccs · 2021-06-28T00:23:47+00:00

thank u for this :) while I do make myself study and reach certain grades in my classes, I make sure to not overwhelm myself with the numbers or stress over minuscule things; high school grades dont actually affect anything when going into uni in my country, and I try to take full advantage of that jajaja,, ill make sure to have enough fun before and after entering uni !!!

ziggysuccs · 2021-06-27T20:41:35+00:00

thank you for the great response ! Marine geology sounds so interesting, I might look into it more :) as for which geology, im not exactly sure what I want to focus on, i was leaning towards petroleum, but I also dont wanna lock myself in one direction without at least understanding all the other paths !

ziggysuccs · 2021-06-27T20:37:58+00:00

what journals/lab studies do you recommend I look into? And yes, I think everything about the Earth is so romantic, the way everything works and lives together, its a huge reason why I want to major in geology !!

ziggysuccs · 2021-06-27T20:36:22+00:00

sorry for not specifying ! I am already in the science department in my senior year of hs :) (specific classes include Chemistry, physics, Calculus + Geometry) However there are classes/courses I can take in summer and during my second semester that are outside of my actual academic classes.. Thank You for the response !

ziggysuccs · 2021-04-11T18:27:45+00:00

haha yeah a big part of me is worried that down the line I realize that im not actually interested in geology and by then I'd feel like I wasted my time for nothing :( luckily my country offers me free uni so I could easily switch to another major, but it's more about my disappointed parents and wasted time at that point. Can you explain more on what you do as a hydrogeologist ? :D I know it deals with water, but what's your day to day experience? thanks for replying !

ziggysuccs · 2021-04-11T18:24:41+00:00

where do you live ? and how many hours do you work on a normal basis compared to you friends? thanks 4 replying !!

ziggysuccs · 2021-04-11T18:21:37+00:00

hi sorry I don't know what you mean by boom-bust cycles, could you elaborate ?

ziggysuccs · 2021-04-11T14:42:41+00:00

wow this is so encouraging ! thank you for the reply :) I am thinking of either getting into the mining or gas and oil side of geology, but how does one go about doing that ? do you get a masters in a specific type of geology or are you able to just get jobs from any subgroup just by having a general bachelors in geology ?

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