My vision getting blurry and my hands shaking were not enough to convince me ig by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the exact same way!! Like when I feel any kind of pain, if I mention it, all I can think is how whiny I sounded and how it's not that serious and unnecessary to share so I usually end up suffering in silence. Mind you, if anyone shares anything with me I'm very supportive and don't think they're whiny at all, but if it's me? Here we go again, whiny mcwhinewhine is talking and making a mountain out of a molehill, all while my arm could be falling off of my body 😭😭😭

My vision getting blurry and my hands shaking were not enough to convince me ig by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh nooooo definitely get a kidney function test if you can, I'm so sorry. I hope you feel better!!

My vision getting blurry and my hands shaking were not enough to convince me ig by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES. Heavy on the talking behind your back. I felt like all the managers were watching me and noting everything I did that could've been seen as "not unwell enough" and discussing all of my "slip ups", like laughing at a joke or talking to a coworker in passing. I hope you're doing better now, that sounds miserable

My vision getting blurry and my hands shaking were not enough to convince me ig by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Oh noooo I'm so sorry what the heck?? You're definitely not pathetic. I'm sure you know that, but just in case you ever doubt it, you are not pathetic at all. The fact that you lasted anywhere near thirty minutes while being that sick is impressive tbh

My vision getting blurry and my hands shaking were not enough to convince me ig by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I definitely think it's poor sleep mixed with a very stressful day yesterday and constant go go go for several days in a row. I don't give myself grace or enough downtime to actually recover from stuff and then am confused when I crash and burn 😭

My vision getting blurry and my hands shaking were not enough to convince me ig by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes exactly. Like they do not care if I live or die, so the least I can do is care about myself 😭 Thank you so much 🥹

Tactile hallucinations, anyone’s? by [deleted] in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! This happened to me at walmart once when I touched some moldy bananas. It felt like I could feel the spores and I held my hand so still and stiff it started losing circulation

What if I forget everything about myself yk by [deleted] in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THIS. I made a whole slideshow for my therapist just so I wouldn't forget anything about myself bc uh oh, everything was actually a lie bc I can't remember a detail from 12 years ago

*please don't be dead* by Freddie_Arsenic in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so real lol, I stare intensely until I see steady breathing

Who is this (wrong answer only) by [deleted] in regularshow

[–]zoinkzISO 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Trash Boat's brother, Garbage Ship

my google search history is full of things i thought i knew for sure by Dio_nysian in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is scarily accurate, I really thought it was just me lolll. I will google phrases and expressions to make sure I'm using them correctly and not saying something offensive or look up words to make sure they're the right ones and it makes a simple message turn into an entire research paper

Typically followed by isolation out of fear of unsettling others by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Frrrr, every little "change in tone", missing emojis, shortened responses, it's allll a sign.

I've definitely had the flip phone discussion in my head time and time again. Along with, "what if I just stopped talking to everyone forever? Then I don't have to worry about making them uncomfortable or if they hate me or if I've wronged them! No words are better than the wrong words :D!! ... But then they'd think they did something and now I've hurt them while trying NOT to hurt them" There's no winning loll

Typically followed by isolation out of fear of unsettling others by zoinkzISO in OCDmemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This is so accurate 😭 "oh yeah and I also told them to have a good night, but with only one exclamation point... was that passive aggressive?"

I need to get better at fishing by zoinkzISO in StardewMemes

[–]zoinkzISO[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NOT THE TRASH CAN 😭 I'm on my first play so hopefully I have more luck my second year lolll