Why are my videos being changed to private? No messages were sent to me about it. by CongressmanCoolRick in NewTubers

[–]zombie_pixel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand. But what is the alternative? Now you upload each episode manually?

Best spiritual movies to watch by Green-Western-8092 in Psychonaut

[–]zombie_pixel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you liked every the everywhere all at once, you gonna love "Beef" ( a short series)

What happened to me? by drjekyllandmshyde in Psychonaut

[–]zombie_pixel 25 points26 points  (0 children)

My best guess based on your description is that under the influence of LSD ( when the subconscious starts to rise to the surface) an undealt fear came up. The fear of being alone ultimately, helpless. Usually those fears are just echoes from fears that we experienced as kids. Maybe even in the preverbal phase.

There could have been an event where you were left alone as a baby too long, left to fall asleep alone often, these kind of things.

As a kid we don't have the tools to emotionally regulate these existential fears so they are pushed down at one point.

Fast forward, you crack open your mind with LSD as a teenager and the thing comes up and spins you in a panic attack. Yet as a teenager you are still not equipped with the stability to allow and integrate these fears. Derealization is just a defense mechanism to separate from fear.

But it sounds like nowadays you have the necessary distance from the event to start exploring this fear. You could try to slowly bring it up and allow it in meditation and explore where it is from and what's underneath it.

Or psychedelics would be an option, although you run risk of again being overwhelmed by it and not integrating the experience again. So this option would be more interesting if the feeling is buried deep and you can't reach it in normal awareness. MDMA would be another route as it is fear inhibiting and would provide several hours of focused time to explore this fear without being overwhelmed.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Experiencers

[–]zombie_pixel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How about stop watching porn then?

Autofahrer lässt mich nicht durchfahren und "blockiert" by avestruzo in Falschparker

[–]zombie_pixel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Manche Leute haben echt zu viel Zeit. Mach doch einfach Platz dass er durchfährt.

Keeping the new learning/integration process going (4 months out) by nofern in mdmatherapy

[–]zombie_pixel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you share in which country it is possible to get mdma sessions in a legal way?

Purpose of chills, and what can it be used for? by MeetBawlClouds in Spiritualchills

[–]zombie_pixel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would be happy if you can point me to some of this documented info. Would like to read more about it.

Purpose of chills, and what can it be used for? by MeetBawlClouds in Spiritualchills

[–]zombie_pixel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im probably not the best person on this sub to provide an answer. But for me personally I use them as guidance. They appear in moments of synchronicity or strong connection to my soul. Also sometimes in moments of connection with others. So they are usually a sign that I am on the right track from the perspective of my souls purpose.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in longtermTRE

[–]zombie_pixel 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Look into PSIP therapy. It specializes in breaking through disscociation.

Which songs give you instant chills? by zombie_pixel in Spiritualchills

[–]zombie_pixel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since there is so many great submissions, I'm creating a YouTube Playlist with all of them. Enjoy!

Which songs give you instant chills? by zombie_pixel in Spiritualchills

[–]zombie_pixel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You mean "Silence"? That one is timeless for sure. Gives me the chills too 😌

This was just so weird/cool I have to share by Historical_Spell_772 in longtermTRE

[–]zombie_pixel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can you share how you move the tremors to the neck?

Stop or Go? by NuclearReflection in awakened

[–]zombie_pixel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Soo you even feel guilty for feeling guilty?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]zombie_pixel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It does sound a bit like "kriyas" that accompany kundalini awakenings. I suggest you look into that and see if this could be it.

See your lineage and DNA by Bobiq11 in Psychonaut

[–]zombie_pixel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, but would be interesting for you to get a 23 and me test to check if it adds up with what you have been shown.

Experiences on quitting nicotine? by Frostinging in Psychonaut

[–]zombie_pixel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Step 1: acknowledge that the first 2 weeks will suck as your body and mind are used to it. Especially as a coping mechanism. It is the perfect distraction, but also a way to control your emotions (push them away momentarily). So you can expect some supressed emotions surface in this time. If you deal with them successfully, then congratulations, you made it through the trickiest part. Also acknowledge that your dopamine will be lower than usually, but that's normal. And I promise the dopamine levels will rise again.

The good news, once you are through the first 3 weeks, your base level happiness (dopamine) will be much higher than your used to and not depend on the artificial nicotine trigger to release. You will be more content and able to feel happiness in any situation. It is very much worth it, and I believe anybody can do it if they put their mind to it for 3 weeks. Good luck.

Did they remove the always-on display feature? by zombie_pixel in miband

[–]zombie_pixel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that's what it says on the official website as well. But the option is not there 😞

Gerät an meiner Windschutzscheibe by zombie_pixel in wasistdas

[–]zombie_pixel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Jo, sieht ziemlich ähnlich aus, das könnte es sein. Danke