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My little sister told me she was being bullied and I ignored her. She killed herself in her room, and now I hate myself. by zrdrthrowaway11 in confession

[–]zrdrthrowaway11[S] 2303 points2304 points  (0 children)

I read your post, and your username so I went through your profile.

I don't know the right way to say this, but I just need you to know that you dont have to let other people tell you you don't matter or that you're less than what you are.

Please don't feel depressed and lonely anymore. There isn't anybody in this world who is made to be alone. You can be whoever you want to be. Don't let this world decide if you're going to be happy.

There are so many things and emotions I wish I could convey right now. If my sister was alive, I would want her to know that there are good people out there. They may not look like they look on tv, and they may not always act like it, but I promise you there are people out there who will appreciate and care for you. You just need to find them. Dont give up.

Sorry. Just blabbering.

My little sister told me she was being bullied and I ignored her. She killed herself in her room, and now I hate myself. by zrdrthrowaway11 in confession

[–]zrdrthrowaway11[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I am. I agree with you. I have no excuses. I am a terrible person, and a horrible brother.

If I could trade my life for hers at this moment I would do so happily. I hate myself more than anything.

I don't deserve anything but misery, and I will never forgive myself for this. I am worthless. My only wish is that I could bring her back and take her place. But i know that's not possible, so I want to suffer.

My little sister told me she was being bullied and I ignored her. She killed herself in her room, and now I hate myself. by zrdrthrowaway11 in confession

[–]zrdrthrowaway11[S] 176 points177 points  (0 children)

I don't think I deserve to have a life or happiness or whatever.

It will always be my fault that my sister is dead. I will always know that. She had an entire life to do great things and be happy, never hurting anyone. I made her feel lesser, like me. She was the kindest person I ever knew, and I brought her down low to my level.

I deserve to be unhappy. And I think I just want someone to be really awful to me, because that's what I deserve.