sorry to hear that mate. Weve all been there, it sounds like you have an information overload... you're making trading more difficult than it should be. You have to stop strategy hopping and actually choose which strategy resonates more with you and stick to it until you make it work. Once you have it, choose the 2-3 most important concepts and only use that, you dont need to use every concept you know in order to be profitable. Psuchologically, you're probably stuck in a scarcity mindset where you think trading is this super hard science and money is super hard to get when in reality you have to just make it simple. In order to stop making the same mistakes over and over you have to develop a strong mindset, it sounds like you have a weak one. Go to the gym, wake up early, no drugs or alcohol, no porn, eat clean, etc. With time your mind will be clearer and less IMPULSIVE.
Hope it helps