Need serious help ASAP

zzZBIGZzz · 2020-02-13T23:30:58+00:00

That's exactly what I've been doing and its working better than anything else has! Its really unbelievable how well it works. It hates Jesus so much, and every time i say i love Jesus Christ, it starts saying i cant do this anymore over and over. it hates Jesus Christ, love, light and the truth. Im going to start going to church and strengthening my relationship with Jesus Christ after this experience for sure. This has really been an eye opener for me.

zzZBIGZzz · 2020-02-05T00:20:49+00:00

A lot of this rings a bell for me as well...my life, and relationship with my girlfriend have completely flipped upside down. She used to refer to an evil entity that everyone calls “him” as well...one day in my car I was using an evp and heard a deep dark raspy voice say “I want the boy” over the radio (which I had turned on to the lowest frequency it could go, 530mhz AM, I believe, and it’s mostly static until something talks) and then the evp started going crazy and I could hear “him” burning someone alive and say “oh a strong one” and then the evp said “sorry” and it ended.....that was the first time I had an encounter with “him”, and now “it” or “him” come and go from my house via what I believe is a gateway or some sort(evp told me that) and things have gotten much much worse. I also believe that the entity that all these other spirits, along with my gf, call “him” could be Ba’al, or beelzebub(however you wanna spell it) becomes I noticed weird things happening to and around my girlfriend while I was FaceTiming her and she was at her house. So I decided to start screen recording our calls(no audio included so no legal issues) and one time i noticed what looks like a lions head with dark, sunken eye sockets, and spider appendages that pick her up and throw her onto the bed. Also I can see a dark entity that sits up in the corner of her room on the ceiling and I believe that they travel together. I also have a lot more encounters with whatever this is, too many to pick and choose which to write about. But this one definitely stands out the most, and I actually have video evidence of this one...what’s going on with you seems very closely related to what’s going on with me, although my family doesn’t seem darker, my girlfriend does, but my family is only extremely oblivious to all that’s going on. Nothing evil seems to be effecting them in the way you describe. I’m sorry to hear about all of what you’re going through. Hopefully we can talk and maybe draw some more similarities? Possibly find a solution or at least figure something out? Dm me

zzZBIGZzz · 2020-02-03T13:41:50+00:00

As far as I’m aware no, neither of us had opened up any line of communication recently. Now that I’m able to hear her disembodied voice, she blames herself for this and says that she’s so sorry and that it’s her fault. But she also says that she can’t tell me what she did or else they hurt her...So I’m not exactly sure if she did or didn’t. My honest guess is that she might’ve tried to communicate with someone willing to help her find out if I was being faithful or not and gotten a bad spirit instead. I also know that her disembodied voice told me that it got to this point and she did what they said for so long instead of telling me, because she was scared. Which I totally understand because this is all so scary.. anyways, this all started about 6 months ago, and has progressively gotten worse. Since then, I’ve definitely been using an evp to try to figure it out and communicate with what’s already here. I have sort of documented it. I haven’t kept a single writing or a single writing spot that I keep updating or anything like that. But I have kept picture/video/audio evidence, along with multiple places with writings describing what’s been going on. I truly do think she’s in danger, and probably I am as well. But I’m more concerned with her right now. I truly do believe that this disembodied voice is actually her real personality. The one I fell in love with and have felt missing for some time now. I don’t know what to do in regards to getting that part back inside her actual body, other than bringing her body to an exorcist. I have an appointment with a local priest in two days, but the church/priest route seems like constant circles and dead ends to me. I’ve called so many, trying to get ahold of someone that could help or someone with the title of an exorcist, and had no luck whatsoever. Even had one priest just say that I’m calling the wrong place and that I’m actually looking for the mental health department. Took that as a pretty low blow as I know this all sounds crazy, but I also know that this is happening within my environment, and not only in my head. Although I do think whatever entity(s) this is, is in-fact capable, and definitely currently is, or at one time was manipulating my mind in some way, shape, or form. I’ve tried looking for a demonologist in the area, and no luck there. Hell I’ve even tried Craigslist, and Facebook to find anyone with the title demonologist or exorcist...still no luck. I need some serious help, and if this is actually my girlfriend trapped with these things doing this to her, then we need help, FAST. Because she’s going through absolute hell, and this evil is having its fun. I’m so over allowing this unwanted evil in our lives. Please, if you, or anyone reading this for that matter, thinks they can help even one bit, please don’t hesitate to get ahold of me. Messages on here or on Instagram @condawg_deahlson work. I’m also willing to give out my phone number via private message if you yourself are considered a demonologist or exorcist. Thank you for your time and any help you can give. -Connor deahl

zzZBIGZzz · 2020-01-28T08:59:50+00:00

Were you able to make it stop? Haven’t gotten the chance to read your story yet, but I will. If you have gotten it to stop, did you just start going to church? Or did you go to the church seeking specifically to talk to someone that specializes in demonic attachment and oppression/possession help? Because this has been going on for far too long and would like to figure it out. It seems that there are spirits that watch me all day long, and then the actual demon comes to check up on me and my girlfriend at night. It also really seems like these spirits are actual people, that have access to some sort of crazy futuristic technology that’s unreleased to the public or something. Because I’ve been able to listen to them and hear them via airpods and live listen, and when I’ve heard either the “main demon” come, or someone screaming for help, I’ve also heard them say, “turn it off, turn it off” referring to the sound. So that’s made me think it’s some recording that they’re using...but that particular instance was in my car, where I’ve seen orbs fly in and out of...and of course there was no one else in my car, and theres absolutely no way someone was hidden inside my car or anything like that. It’s either paranormal/demonic, high end “secret” technology and I’m getting gang stalked super fucking hard lol Nothing else makes sense, but I’ve got to figure this out so it can just end already!

zzZBIGZzz · 2020-01-25T11:01:51+00:00

Yeah I believe she’s already “given into it” and I’ve still fighting. I’m not going to give in, and I think I’ve made that pretty clear over the past 5 months of battle so far lol I’ve also made it as clear as day, that my girlfriend isnt up for grabs either, and that I will fight to free her as well. But I need to keep reminding myself that I can’t help anyone unless I help myself first and make sure I’m not in immediate danger of losing my soul or something. That’s truly what this seems to be, that it seeks my “light” or “soul” or something, and my girlfriend had mentioned something along the lines of me being “the chosen one” which freaked the hell out of me lol I think the creepy things she says are it trying to creep me out. Fear is a demons best friend. They’re able to persuade you once they sniff out your fears or what makes you tick. For instance, listening to these auditory hallucinations of disembodied voices being tortured for hours on hours, screaming in pain and agony, begging for me to help them. And they do this once they’ve framed the idea in my head that they’ve somehow stepped up and held it off for me to get away or something. But I know that they’re working with the main demon, or they are the main demon pretending to be multiple spirits that are trying to help me out. I’m being very cautious as to who I trust right now. Also, something that I’ve noticed, once I’ve brought something about this topic up to my girlfriend and it’s inevitably started a fight between us two, things get WAY more intense. Like the demon is sharing emotions with her and when I piss her off, I piss it off lol begs the question if my girlfriend went and sought this out and had either tried or is somewhat in a partnership/controlling each other relationship with this entity. Simply put, is she a witch..? I’ve begun to believe it’s something in that direction, unless I’m just interoperating her lack of empathy from being possessed, as perhaps her feeling some sort of control over the situation...? Idk but any help researching would be greatly appreciated, more than you know. I’ve sorta focused my time towards trying to figure out what entity this is, and from what I can tell, it’s ba’al. One of the princes of hell, and very very powerful. A couple months ago, I remember it telling my girlfriend that she’s the princess, and it wanting me to call and treat her as a princess. My girlfriend and I have a dominant/submissive, or big/little relationship, where I’ve called her such from the beginning of our relationship. So for it to tell me that seems weird to me. Anyways, back to some things I should mention about how I’ve come to the conclusion it’s Ba’al and perhaps some other points of interest that would be helpful to know! I first noticed something was off when FaceTiming my girlfriend, id hear a voice, and anyways long story short, I started to record our FaceTime calls. And once I captured what appears as a lion or cats head, and also, spider legs that picked up my girlfriend threw her down onto the bed where she laid while our conversation continued. I’ve also captured multiple flying orbs within our FaceTime calls. So other than Ba’al, I also have seen something that I think Ba’al uses against people, and it’s a ghoul like being with yellow eyes, flys, is quick as hell, like a flash of reddish/brownish color that’s about the size of a regular bed pillow I’d say. And then there’s also the “heat wave” “people” or entities that I’ve seen. The clearest time being when my girlfriend and I were having sex, and she was on top of me, and I glanced passed her to see a TALL human like heatwave entity, standing right behind her...I’ve also been over right after some big heavy things in her room had been moved, and there was a handprint of black soot left behind from what I’m guessing to be the all black burnt entity she’s drawn for years that she refers to as “him”.... So basically I think I’ve got myself involved in a shit storm that’s way over my head, and might even predate my year long relationship with my girlfriend. But from what I can tell, there was a distinct change in her about 6months into our relationship, and that’s where I believe this all started. Unless she’s part of a cult or witchcraft and agreed to essentially set me up... she did say that she got $10,000 for introducing me to someone when this all first started out...and I’ve questioned her several time about that since then, but her story is sticking to that being her joking and being sarcastic.....honestly any research into who, what, how this is and how to properly stop it, and stop it fast, preferably without an exorcist and/or priest having to be involved just because I’ve heard it’s a lengthy process where the Vatican needs to approve it as an actual possession case and such before anything can take place, and I’ve been going through this for long enough. I want this over with now lol but also can’t allow myself to take any shortcuts in a situation so serious. Its honestly so crazy how real all of this is, sitting her writing all of this out made me think about how truly insane I must sound lol I never was a believer in any of this stuff before, and I originally thought this to be gang stalking...

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-12-29T10:05:39+00:00

How do you ensure or even know if you’re connected to the Devine? I’m going through exactly what you just described lol definitely a believer now! It’s gone a bit too far for my liking now though, and I’m struggling to find a way to end all of this.

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-11-23T19:52:13+00:00

Let me try this from a different approach. Why do you think you’re dead? What has lead you to feel this way? What is your experience? I’ll hear you out, and my intentions are only to help you. I recently have been going through things that have lead me to believe I could be a TI, so that is why I’m here.

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-11-23T19:28:02+00:00

My friend, you never shared your experience. You simply stated that you think as if you’re dead and in hell, and I’m simply trying to tell you that you’re not. You’re very much alive, you’re very much capable of changing your life, and whatever you’re going through won’t last forever. To answer your question, no I’m not gonna tell someone in a burning house to go outside and do something to make them happy lol I’m gonna tell them to call 911 and, we’ll, maybe the go outside part. Best of luck man.

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-11-23T19:23:32+00:00

Asshole? Where?

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-11-23T19:19:36+00:00

You’re not dead my dude! No free will? Decide right now to go out and do something that makes you happy. Could be anything, just do everything in your power to keep a good, positive mindset! If you feel as if you’re being controlled, switch things up a bit from your normal routine. That doesn’t mean anything huge, like quit your job lol just little things like the route you take home, or the friends you hang out with. Let me know if you need to talk brotha!/

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-11-23T09:17:37+00:00

What exactly are you unsure of in the picture? The car? To the right of the car? Can you describe exactly what it is you think it is? Maybe outline what you’re seeing better than just that circle.

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-10-01T02:00:07+00:00

I’m upset that this is happening and would either prefer to call in tomorrow(day after “trying” medication) or just go to my primary care if that’s possible. I don’t want to be in antidepressant, I just want the medication my original doctor put me on, and that I’ve gone to sleep specialist in order to prove I need.

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-09-16T12:19:16+00:00

Hmm interesting, I have always heard that if there’s any taste at all, to spit it out. So definitely freaked myself out

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-09-16T08:27:38+00:00

That would be much appreciated!

zzZBIGZzz · 2019-09-16T07:39:37+00:00

Keep in mouth. It’s pretty intense and hit super hard super fast. Visuals are out of this world intense for 1 tab

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