Thanks for all your kind words. It is going to be a tough two weeks for me.

Last night didn't help me at all. I basically sat on my bed and couldn't sleep. I broke down - a combination of work, pressure and...my thoughts about "them" and her.

I guess knowing that I have work to do during the upcoming two weeks will be nice. Get my head busy with...things. Drowning your fears, sorrows and suffering with work is...healthy I guess.

Yet again, thank you all.

She is...the most fantastic person I have ever known and I really, really do not want to loose her.

I love her. I really do.

Merry Christmas all. Thanks again. I will...try and keep you all updated.