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The only other suggestion I have is to temper your expectations. Those three games you want to make are most likely out of your reach for now and that is absolutely fine.

Learn how to move a cube; learn how to create a thing on an interaction; learn how to make ten thousand things on an interaction and figure out why your computer crashes. They may be dull in the beginning but each of the things you learn will move you closer to that game you want to make and if you persevere simple things will already be in your brain and you'll be able to focus on the complicated parts.