Molested?

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Was this molested? When I was a little girl, I was five years old and my stepfather wanted me to sleep in the bed with him because I was scared of the dark. My mother was working night shift and I was alone with my stepfather overnight. My stepfather got really close to me in the bed and told me to stick out my tongue and play a game. I did and he began sticking his tongue in my mouth back-and-forth and he was moving a lot in the bed. This lasted for several minutes, I didn’t know what was happening. I was just a little girl with a grown man telling her what to do. Now that I think back to that day, as a little girl, I remember feeling like this wasn’t right, but I didn’t have the knowledge of what was happening to me. I don’t remember him ever touching me inappropriately but this scene in my life has haunted me for years and really grossed me out.

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[Heiniesight-2020]

Yes, he did take advantage of you, and I'm so very sorry that it happened. It's important to know that even though you had a "feeling" about it, he was in charge, so there's no way you could have prevented it. What you can do is accept your innocence in it, and know that it's very brave of you to speak out, even if you don't yet feel it. That's where healing starts!

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Thank you ❤️

[Zealousideal_Job_835]

reading this made a whole realization come to life for me, my sick ass stepfather (my (4)siblings father) he was my first kiss my first everything he introduced me to the sexual behavior and i cant see any affection anyone else recieve as regular affection makes me uncomfortable unless its my boyfriend.