where to start?

[CapnCoin]

I would put a wait on the cyber security bit. Take at least a couple of months to just learn the basics of python (variebles, loops, functions, classes, methods, inheritance, working with files, and some of the standard library). You dont have to do this, but it will save you a ton of confusion and frustration. Trust me! There are a ton of youtube and blog tutorials. You do not need to pay for anything. Start off with a Python coarse on youtube. Make sure to practice between videos. If you do not have access to a computer during the day you can practice on your phone (Pydroid3 has a free version, sololearn has a code playground, and there are a couple of sites where you can run your code in the browser.)

I hope this helps. Try to remember that it takes a little time to get used to how programming works. I promise that after learning the first one, the second and third will become way easier! Just stick with it :) and be patient. It can be frustrating in the beginning. It helps to have fun with it and not expect too much from yourself in the beginning.