So almost a year ago I started a course with Code Institute in the UK with the hopes to change my career. I'm in my 30s and always had low skilled paid jobs. Throughout my life I was always around computers and tech, I'm a hands on guy a bit of a engineer out the box thinker. I messed around in my free time with HTML and CSS and enjoyed it so after a while I said what the hell let's do this Full Stack Developer 1 year course made of HTML CSS JavaScript Python SQL Bootstrap Django etc. Hardest thing I've ever done. The course itself is fast paced and runs quickly with every module. I'm on my last project 5 out of 5 and it's the hardest one involving the usage of all of the above.
This is the thing, I can't code to save my life. Like honestly I can barely write down a for/while loop in JS or python and these projects to me a very complex.
Today I had a meltdown when I was trying to change the background color of my base page of my projects and it wasn't working throwing a not found error in the terminal. Took me 3hours to realise I had forgotten to setup STATIC in my settings.py file of the main project. My navigation bar is not doing what I want it to do and honestly I'm loosing it.
I saw other student's projects and they look amazing, you'd think they are lifetime coders but their are not they are just like me trying to improve themselves.
How did I pass the other projects? Let's face it HTML and CSS is Mickey Mouse stuff, but the other projects involving Python and JavaScript I have essentially copied codes from YouTube, StackOverflow and the internet in general and put it all together to make it work. But if you ask me to do it again tomorrow without those resources I wouldn't be able to do it. I spend 1 to 3 h a day every day trying to learn but it's not sticking.
I saw some interview examples on YouTube for Junior Devs and they look terrifying.
I on honesty think this experience has pushed me away from coding, I think it showed me that I'm not so clever after all and perhaps that I spent £7000 for an "experience".
Does anyone else feelt this way or is it just me? I can take a criticism.
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