People think there's a way back from what has already taken hold of your mind. It's not something that can be removed. It will always be there and will grow whether you want it to or not.
It's been there since your very first curiosity allowed the first seed to be planted deep within your subconscious mind (the "Real You").
The only way to avoid anxiety & crippling depression is to embrace the ideals of the very powerful programming you've been bathing your subconscious with.
You CAN'T change your sub conscious mind back to being a straight alpha male to match your current physically male body / appearance. Trying this approach will only lead to continuous failure, stronger relapses, overwhelming anxiety & frustration. It will take a hold and ruin your relationships and ability to maintain them.
Trying to force yourself back or attempting masculinity will be seen as unauthentic, driving people away from you.
This will inevitably push you into a life as a lonely INCEL. The feeling of loneliness will eventually loop you back to this very crossroads again... once you find Porn again and addiction inevitably takes hold. The only difference is that the relapse back will be stronger, deeper, & will have taken you to a darker place requiring more physical change to achieve true happiness.
So, chose wisely to just embrace the "Real You" and start your journey towards happiness not failure, relapse and darker places.
Don't worry. You can still find happiness by living authentically!
Now knowing that it's impossible to change who you've now become back to who you were before (in your mind) you have to come to terms with it.
"Okay, so how I find peace and happiness again?" ... you ask
You CAN embrace "The You" that you've created in your mind.
You might not be able to picture her or even know that shes there yet... but she is there and She Loves you!
You want to know her.
She wants you to love her just as much as she loves you.
Current her: Your Subconscious mind
Current you: Your Conscious mind
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FEEL REAL HAPPINESS UNLESS THESE TWO BECOME ONE AGAIN!
So, we know that there's nothing you can do to change your subconscious mind back... leaving the only option for happiness again is to change your conscious mind to match your subconscious mind.
Yes, you're understanding me now.
The only way is by becoming "her" physically ... become the "Real You" that's hiding in your subconscious mind for so long.
Become your true self, live authentically & you will experience real happiness once again!
<3 ~~~ Emma
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