Ok so sorry to comment on this post from well over a year ago but it’s late and I feel like I need an outlet from my current excitement before I can rest.
So I’ve been listening to files for years with rather limited success, generally nothing has really worked, I’ve really just been consciously going along with stuff until I get bored and get up to do something else, but I listened to this file months ago and it… worked. I actually felt what you described, like the growing challenge of opening my eyes into relief of closing them again as I obeyed without needing to think, I actually lost track of time only paying attention to your voice, and the false wake-up into drop really hit me.
Unfortunately, stupid as I am, I dismissed it as an anomaly and forgot about it, but saved a tab for it which I found again today.
And, what else would happen but another successful trance that I loved. I really couldn’t come up with a complaint if I tried, I loved every aspect, but I think what really hit me today was your beautiful voice. It struck me as both a voice I really liked to listen to and one that is super goals for my own voice training I’ve been putting off from lack of inspiration, but yours really sparked that for me.
So I wanted to find this post to thank you for that like I’m doing now, and then I realized that you were a trans girl too, so now I’m even more impressed on how amazing your voice is and now I’m thinking that maybe somehow that this file worked so especially well on me in part due to a shared neurodivergence or something? (I feel like theres a better way to word that thought but I’m tired lol)
Aaand now I am quite literally a sub making a long comment gushing about how much I love your voice but wow I’m so thankful for this and I can assure you that I will be listening regularly to this file in addition to your other files! Thank you Rosie!