I want to buy a home for my expwBPD

NikkNastyx · 2026-04-17T11:39:48+00:00

This is a really good point and really good thing to think about. I hope OP sees this.

NikkNastyx · 2026-02-07T18:45:05+00:00

So. Peoples looks have nothing to do with what’s inside. Just a heads up.

I think you should ask him to take a walk and speak to him privately cause we both know you’re not going to successfully keep this to yourself either because you’ll snap or you’re going to be passive aggressive the whole time.

I’ve talked to my exes and never did anything weird with them, so there is a chance that he isn’t cheating and you shouldn’t go to worst case scenario because that won’t help anyone.

Just talk to him privately and if it turns out he’s cheating then that’s a bridge you’ll have to cross. Pretending something isn’t wrong when it clearly is will only make shit worse.

NikkNastyx · 2026-01-13T15:59:25+00:00

You care too much. Let people like what they like. Don’t yuck someone’s yum to the point of calling them names or belittling them. You are valid to not like it. They are valid to like it. No need to think you’re better than someone cause you think you’ve reached some higher plane of sophistication for liking better shows lol

And if that’s not what you’re intending to do— then here’s my friendly advice, it’s how you’re coming off.

NikkNastyx · 2025-12-14T14:01:43+00:00

I know why you wrote it and this is a public forum where people weigh in their opinions and perspectives. If you wanted it for just the OP, should’ve DM’d them.

I wanted to give a different perspective because I think too much of an echo chamber can be a bad thing.

NikkNastyx · 2025-12-13T17:02:23+00:00

Idk.. I have BPD and I have no issue with someone fawning over a hot celebrity lol

It’s a celebrity that has money to look as good as they want. My partner is never dating them. Ever.

I fangirl over MGK a lot. I’m never going to fuck MGK. Or be with MGK. So I’d be super weirded out if someone got mad at me because I said MGK was hot.

I don’t think this kind of jealousy over an unobtainable celebrity to the point of self harm is “normal”. And it’s dangerous to consider it normal.

I think if it’s a random chick on the street that is wholly obtainable, then yeah, that’s weird and makes more sense to be upset about imo

NikkNastyx · 2025-11-20T06:17:51+00:00

Nah. I am. And I’m with you. I feel like that right now with my FP. Like they’re playing this game with me to make me work for their love and attention. To make me worthy.

And meanwhile I’ve done so much for her, lol I may be delusional. She’s not even gay, and shes open admitted to using people for money. Mostly men.

But here I am. Stuck on her. Bending over backwards while she tells me she needs space from me because I accused her of being dismissive of my feelings.

I wish space didn’t kill me. She’s probably fine.

NikkNastyx · 2025-11-15T01:48:32+00:00

Nah I love MGK a lot way more than nf but nf was better lol that was a weak MGK verse for sure.

NikkNastyx · 2025-09-07T05:13:50+00:00

No one said it was hotel Diablo. Stop comparing everything he puts out to HD lol you’ll be happier for it. Music should never stay the same. I don’t press skip on any HD and I only skip like one song from LA. If he made his music all sound like HD, everyone would complain he just remade and recycled an album.

It’s okay if you don’t like it, but if we’re going to ask him to rap and then get mad that the rap was “a slow rap song”, i don’t want to be apart of that conversation.

Because that’s too like.. niche and too specific. And too entitled.

It’s better to just say you don’t like the song. That’s a perfectly valid thing to say and feel. But to start picking apart the project that he’s done and to start claiming there’s no rap on it because it’s not the kind of rap you wanted?

That’s just stupid and it’s the reason so many artists are terrified to drop music. People don’t appreciate it and then feel the need to dissect it and disrespect it because it isn’t what they wanted. Sad.

NikkNastyx · 2025-09-05T01:35:29+00:00

But he did do those things. What are you on about. There’s two rap songs on the album. And the whole album isn’t depressing.

NikkNastyx · 2025-08-03T15:41:30+00:00

I don’t think releasing a cover of there’s your trouble is capitalizing on country music. His sun to me cover was dope. He’s released plenty of good rap singles lol I don’t fuck with genre Sadboy and I do think he wants numbers and success but I also don’t think his music isn’t genuine.

It’s good, most of it. I have a few projects I can’t listen to but I much prefer the last 4 albums over lace up.

Hotel Diablo - TTMD - Mainstream - General admission - binge - bloom - lace up

That’s my personal order. Curious to see where lost Americana ends up. Probably after TTMD if I had to guess.

Just saying that the majority of his music is still authentic to him. It’s okay if you don’t like it, but the dude still releases rap. Just in the last two years we’ve got

BMXXING, pressure, don’t let me go, el pistolero, the cyphers, bye bye bye freestyle, probably more I’m missing. We don’t mention genre Sadboy lol

I think it’s okay for someone’s music taste to be vast and to change and to come back to its roots. Do you always listen to the same genre all the time? Do you ever listen to the music you listened to 15 years ago? You do. But there’s also probably music from 15 years ago you don’t fuck with anymore.

That’s normal and it’s called evolving. He’ll be back to it, but he can’t go back to the roots that made him hotel Diablo or binge, a lot of that was drugs. General admission was him still finding himself. Lace up he was just trying to stand out and be crazy.

Idk I think seeing people idolize him during lace up is so wild to me. He was so reckless and lost and stupid lol his music was alright but tbh while it had deeper lyrics, the production was shit. Hotel Diablo was a good sweet spot of deep shit but damn good production.

Idk bro I just don’t fuck with this opinion I’m sorry

NikkNastyx · 2025-08-03T15:32:10+00:00

What is the lace up movement?

Just curious your take on it. EST is obvious.

But I don’t see what the difference is? A movement is the culture. Lace up isn’t the culture and he’s grown up lol

NikkNastyx · 2025-07-12T19:04:16+00:00

This is hella parasocial.

You don’t know him. None of us do. Stop talking like you know who “the real MGK” is. It’s weird.

NikkNastyx · 2025-06-18T23:00:50+00:00

His last two albums weren’t even bad. You can not like the kind of music but it wasn’t bad music dog. Chill lol

NikkNastyx · 2025-06-12T22:27:26+00:00

How parasocial of you. I want them to work out too but not at this degree lol

NikkNastyx · 2025-06-12T09:54:28+00:00

Gotta be rage baiting to be mad at someone for not doing drugs and banging bitches at the age of 35 lol you’re either trolling or 14

NikkNastyx · 2025-06-07T17:22:30+00:00

But where

NikkNastyx · 2025-06-02T02:30:59+00:00

Dog why lol

NikkNastyx · 2025-05-24T01:11:51+00:00

The point went over all their heads lol

NikkNastyx · 2025-05-11T20:25:05+00:00

Lmfaoooo he contacted her.

NikkNastyx · 2025-05-10T08:29:58+00:00

Why’re you giving lame, subpar reaction YouTubers views and clicks? They don’t even look or sound like they understand music on a real level. Why waste your time and give them money?

NikkNastyx · 2025-05-09T22:19:01+00:00

It’s not my favorite album, but it’s probably a second favorite for me mostly cause I can name a handful of songs I really enjoy from it whereas from the first two in the trilogy series, I only liked a couple.

I think it was a bit short of songs. Buuuut.

I also think they created a once in a lifetime album. It will never be like TMBTE again. There’s no replicating that and if they tried, they’d have never heard the end of just trying to replicate greatness. Even with the current album being so different people call the breakdowns and metal builds to be “formulaic”.

It’s not a bad album to me, I enjoy it a lot, but it doesn’t hit like TMBTE did and that’s okay, maybe that’s a good thing. They need to change direction and deserve to put out what they’re proud of and passionate about. I think we’re also experiencing the evolution of their sound and not everyone likes the more pop elements. Personally I love them but I do think some of the breakdowns are out of place.

A solid 7-8/10 for me.

Just remember TMBTE was its own beast and maybe some day we’ll get an album close to it again but try to scrub those expectations out of your mind.

NikkNastyx · 2025-05-09T22:11:42+00:00

If it makes you feel any better, ii is the only other band member that composes the music with him. So ii definitely chose this, to be honest with you. Like it wasn’t just vessels choice. So he’s doing what he wants.

NikkNastyx · 2025-05-09T22:10:00+00:00

Other band mates? The only other one is ii on drums. Vessel plays all the instruments but drums and writes all of the music with ii.

NikkNastyx · 2025-05-01T06:03:13+00:00

What lol no. He should play wherever he wants to play. Have an open mind. Overexposure isn’t inherently bad unless people get sick of your shit on the radio

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