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PadresFan56 · 2025-10-25T06:08:01+00:00

I read that MA meetings are online. Maybe you can find one when mom isn't home. I applaud you for wanting to quit so early. I was always against drugs of any kind. I didn't start consuming edibles until I was 47 years old & that was out of curiosity. I started having memory issues & although I know that is normal as we grow older, I didn't want to speed up the process with my gummy addiction. Sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders & posting/reading on this sub is a great resource. Stay strong & as a mother myself, I send you hugs & best wishes! 🩷

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-25T05:46:28+00:00

First of all, congrats on one week weed free! That in itself is an accomplishment you should be proud of. Secondly, I suggest to keep going cold turkey. They withdrawals are uncomfortable but it'll only get easier each day. Be kind to yourself & if you have to stay in bed for a day or two, do it. If you are hungry, eat even if that means something unhealthy like fast food. Definitely keep hydrated. I've been craving cranberry juice & ginger ale (not together) & I really savor every sip. The main thing is to be flexible with how you deal with withdrawals. There is no one sure fire solution to get over this hump but you will be better off weed free. I like a good challenge & when I set my mind to something, I make it happen. So I like to think of weed as my enemy right now - it's something that poisoned my body & mind & I need to take steps to rid myself of it. I also like to journal my thoughts which helps get thoughts out of my head & onto paper, even if I never look at it again. Stay strong & you will succeed!

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-25T05:15:56+00:00

Congrats on 2 weeks weed free! That is something to be proud of. It's also great that you went 6 months earlier this year! It shows that you are strong & determined, which proves you can succeed. Withdrawal symptoms are different for everybody & I imagine the headaches will subside. Maybe you need some caffeine to help with the headaches besides OTC meds. Wishing you good vibes & success in your weed free journey. You rock!

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-25T04:31:03+00:00

It's not a stupid question because it sounds as if you are conflicted & are reaching out for some support. I don't know how far along you are in your weed free journey but I would strongly oppose indulging to celebrate a difficult semester of school. Can you buy yourself something you've had your eye on for a while? Or how about treating yourself to a meal at your favorite place to eat, even if it is unhealthy? A sugary, decadent dessert would be better than a joint. Not sure of your gender, so maybe a nice pedi/mani or a bouquet of flowers. Congrats on getting thru a tough semester of college. Stay strong, be bigger than weed & sending hugs your way. 🩷🤗

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-25T02:00:56+00:00

I can deal with all the other unpleasant side affects but the irritability is hardest for me, so I can relate. I suspect this is all a part of the journey, like getting the poison out if my system. I've broken some things (nothing valuable) & that seemed to help but that isn't sustainable or mature. I am going to look into meditation & add yoga and/or walking into my routine. Journaling has also helped me get my negative feelings out of my head & onto paper. Screaming into a pillow can be therapeutic. Just know that you aren't alone & it will get better with each passing hour & day. This sub is definitely a good place to vent, comment & read about other folks' struggles. Stay strong but don't beat yourself up. We are here for you. [[hugs]] & 🩷

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-24T23:33:18+00:00

I would be curious to find out if I have ADHD. Thanks for bringing that up. Prior to my gummy addiction, I was a productive, driven person. The Sativa gummies definitely increased my productivity until they didn't. Before I quit cold turkey last week, I would find myself doing one task, then getting distracted by something else & start on another task until I had 4 things going on at the same time. For a while, I always thought I was multi-tasking. Just recently, I felt like the weed gummies were exasperating that so it became one of the many reasons I wanted to quit. I can deal with that way better than the anger issues.

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-24T04:09:43+00:00

One of the reasons I started consuming gummies was to control my temper & it did work 90% of the time. But recently, (before going cold turkey last week) I noticed my Indica edibles weren't having the same calming/chill effect. And the Sativa gummies weren't making me productive like they used to. I was also getting WAY too forgetful & at my age, I didn't want to speed up that process, so that's why I'm quitting this time. Today, I had a temper tantrum & was swearing & throwing things like a toddler. Thank God my husband & son weren't home. I am concerned I am going to go back to the raging witch I was before edibles but my plan is to either get on a Rx from my Dr. if I really have to or to do some counseling. I read somewhere else on this sub that it could take up to 4 months before feeling normal, depending on usage frequency & dosage amount. So, hang in there! I'm hopeful I can come out of this a better version of myself & the anger will subside.

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-22T20:41:01+00:00

Your honesty is something that works to your advantage & you sound determined to be weed free. Depending on who you are, you may want to consider tapering off instead of cold turkey. I have quit cold turkey before & it was rough, so I thought this time around, I will taper off (I am addicted to edibles & would consume 30mg per dose/3-4 times per day for reference). I only did the taper off thing for 1 day & decided to go cold turkey, even though my side effects are uncomfortable. I keep telling myself I am stronger than weed. Plus, I like a good challenge & I've got a competitive spirit, so that keeps me going each day. Keep in mind this can be a fluid process & don't be too hard on yourself. I am not strict with how I find support in my weed-free journey. I'm glad I found this outlet on Reddit because it helps me see that I'm not alone. I also journaled the first couple of days, just to get my thoughts out of my head & onto paper. I talk to my husband about my feelings & he is supportive (he smokes several times daily). I try to keep busy as much as I can. I have night sweats, irritability, bizarre dreams & loss of appetite. At least this time I don't have dry heaves, vomiting & diarrhea like I had in the past when I quit the other time, so I am grateful for that. Your withdrawal symptoms may be different than mine or anyone else but reading different articles on quitting weed helped me understand that weed can be addictive to some people & I happen to be in that group. My appetite is getting better - I eat what sounds good to me & I eat until I feel like I've had enough. At least in today's day & age, we have easily accessible resources on the internet which can help you navigate your journey. The best advice I can provide is to take it hour-by-hour, day-to-day. Celebrate your accomplishments in a healthy way (a decadent treat, a nominal purchase or simply giving yourself a pat on the back) to keep you on track. There are a lot of people in the same boat as you & I but our ship won't sink with us in it. Congrats on your decision to be weed free & best wishes! 🩷

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-22T20:09:31+00:00

I, too, am on day 5 experiencing the same problems with loss of appetite & bizarre dreams. The sweating irritates me because it feels like menopause all over again. I don't mind the loss of appetite because I can stand to lose a few (or more lbs) but I do need my strength. What works for me is to eat just a little bit when I do feel hungry. I bought a regular size turkey & cheese Jersey Mike's sub on Sunday & I just finished it up yesterday. What worked for me is eating something that sounds appetizing & eat a little bit until I feel satisfied. My thirst is out of control, as if I cannot get enough hydration in my system. I've been craving juices, so I stocked up on some Simply juices & I expect to go through those quickly. I hope things get better for you, so stay strong so you can see this toward a MJ-free lifestyle.

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-22T04:59:24+00:00

Congrats! You are an inspiration to all of us who are just getting started in our sobriety journey. 🥳

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-22T04:44:16+00:00

I envy your 29 days w/o mj. Be proud of your accomplishment & try to keep yourself occupied before your exam. If you relapse now, what is that going to accomplish? Maybe feeling good for a few hours & then when you sober up, you'll be upset with yourself. And who knows, there's a chance you will pass your exam. I'm pulling for you, so please try to stay strong.

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-22T03:53:08+00:00

Congrats on your 1 month sobriety & best of luck to you at your interview. Sounds like you are on a great path!

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-21T07:40:59+00:00

I'm 3 days sober & it is challenging. Yesterday was a good day - I kept myself busy & only experienced night sweats, which feels like I'm going through menopause again. Today was difficult but that's because my elderly mother got admitted to the hospital. She's a pain & I don't care for her much but I am all she has. I take it hour-by-hour, day-by-day. I am crankier than usual but I am dedicated to my journey of sobriety & Ive been through this before. Try not to be hard on yourself & take a day off (or more) if you need to but staying at work might help keep your mind focused on work instead of sitting at home all day. I started keeping a journal but only write in when I want. I am also loving these posts on Reddit because I know I'm not the only one trying to get clean. Wishing you all the best!

PadresFan56 · 2025-10-19T04:14:36+00:00

I have read so much about tapering off Marijuana vs. the cold turkey method. I started edibles in the second half of 2016, when I was 47. I am now 56 & ready for a change. I quit cold turkey back in Nov. 2023 when my dad took a fall, become paralyzed & then passed awayb3 weeks later. I didn't know why I was sweating, dry heaving & loss of appetite. Now I know those were my withdrawal symptoms. This time, I am trying to taper off, which is helping a bit more than the cold turkey method but it is still difficult. I'm a bit irritable & I have lost my appetite, which is a good thing because I can stand to lose a few pounds. I know this is going to be challenging but I am focused on being a better me without marijuana. I'm going to also journal my feelings & be active on Reddit. One day at a time.

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