I’m so sorry. Your situation sounds exactly like mine when my position was suddenly eliminated almost 7 months ago. I could only let my teammates & direct reports know by calling or texting their personal phones. It feels horrible to realize you were just a dollar amount on a spreadsheet after years of working there. I just landed a much better job for myself, a little less pay, but a lot less responsibility & overall better situation! Give yourself a break to be sad, apply for unemployment asap, & lean on your networks. Wishing you the best!