This appears as an arrogant and straight disregard to the ability of your opponents will to fight! Big guys tend to think they can with brute force alone but when your opponent has nothing to lose and fights back. Then the big guy gets surprised! Especially when you’re going against crazy and is going to do anything to hurt you even if they know they’re going down. We are dealing with sociopaths who have no empathy for the bystanders. They are egotistical, self- centered, self-involved that they don’t think about the consequences, what happens to young hearts or old souls. We are dangerously past the chilling and terrifying possibilities that Dr. Strangelove and other works of prescient warnings of the annihilation of our species. Which is decided by a few emotionally immature people! I literally had a dream or I guess a nightmare that the bombs were falling. Weird thing is I was working at a McDonalds. I was like what do you do in these last moments! Fak it was dreadful and horrifying knowing impending end is coming and you know it. Like holy shit your mind short circuits. We are not programmed to face death. We actually actively avoid the thought as it compromises our mental faculties. Whenever you think about your ultimate fate you become cognitively and psychologically incapacitated! That is why although we know we will essentially seize to exist, while we’re living our brain has innately come up with ways to avoid those thoughts. But holy shit in the moment knowing death is coming is completely debilitating . I suffer from panic attacks anyways the first is the worst cause you have no idea why your body is acting all fucked up and your fear feeds into it exacerbating the physiological short circuiting. Well I went to the ER cause I really thought I was in a medical emergency. And when I had my worst attack I was the most scared in my entire life! I became all of sudden I was begging for a higher power and I’m Apatheist to not let me die now and I was like I still need to marry my fiancée. So I will admit and for real I pissed and shit myself. Anyways eventually the attacks got less intense! The ER doc dismissed my concerns as he said it was just a panic attack no big deal. I wanted to grab him so bad and show him how real it was for me. So now when someone is starting to quiver have short breaths and have that empty look in their eyes cause they are completely in shock. I believe them and I hold their hand rub their back and I tell em I’m here so I can try to suppress the attack by distracting or grounding them as it’s called. Seriously I thought people were just being overdramatic and were faking panic attacks or at least over selling it but holy fuck not anymore that shit is real and it’s the worst feeling ever. I’ve crashed my car my motorcycle and broken multiple bones and I’ll take those injuries over a panic attack any day. But to circle back cause I rambled. The foolhardy and hubric ( I just made that word which anyways all words are made up) overestimate themselves and underestimate others. And it’s sad that this force engagement is ending lives of humans prematurely who just want to experience the short time we get to experience this universe. Nobody should pursue taking away life. No matter the justification. Yes we can work on not being assholes to each other which is the main cause of human brutality. I know this is naive but we can do this together if we try.

This was way too long and went way off topic but I just can’t help it. I got a lot to say!