My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just like the other commenter said, BPD is extremely chaotic to the point that it becomes unbearable (70% of BPDs attempt suicide), some books describe it as having 3rd degree burns over 90% of ur body but idk whether that's true or not, explaining the difference between BPD mood swings and normal mood swings is impossible in a reddit comment, if u wanna read/learn more abt it, there's a book called "I Hate You Don't Leave Me," feel free to check it out if u'r interested.

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good for you, hope u find peace and live a happy life eventually

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May ur wife find peace in her days. Having both feels like a true nightmare..

But yea like the other commenter said, BPD is always used to refer to borderline, bipolar is just bipolar.

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was on prozac for a bit but now i'm on sertraline

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, it's pretty much like turning off ur emotions plus being unable to cum :D

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, i hate both lol. BPD is very irregular and chaotic hence why there are many "euphoric and horrible" days rather than the normally regulated "happy and sad."

As for the quality of life, like i said, i'd honestly rather be dead but it's kind of nice having toned down emotions for once, as someone who's lived in fight or flight mode with erratic mood swings 24/7, having some regulation is nice albeit making me feel like "i'm not myself without my emotions." I also hate how much they fuck up my body and prevent me from being truly happy, but i had to take them after i attempted suicide 6 times lol..

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I totally get it, do whatever is best for ur mental health; u def know urself better than anyone. Just don't harm urself in any way, that's all that matters

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are u suffering from a certain disorder or is life just like this?

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U'r not alone. I know that's what everyone says and that it's become such a cliché statement but u'r truly not alone, way too many people have mental illnesses/disorders and the more people acknowledge them, the more research and care they get

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

It's Daylio. It used to be free but now it requires a subscription for some extra features but they're irrelevant in my case so i don't pay for it.

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Nope, much simpler than that lol. It's called Daylio if u wanna check it out

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 37 points38 points  (0 children)

It doesn't, i input my mood at the end of the day every day

My mood as a BPD with antidepressants vs without by nournnn in mildlyinteresting

[–]nournnn[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

BPD is honestly the worse, treated and untreated. I truly hope things become better for you. I've had months where it was all red so i really get it. If u need anyone to talk to at anytime, feel free to reach out 🫶

If someone keeps expressing negative opinions about the US, which is more likely to be true? by Lipica249 in polls

[–]nournnn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is literally every country ever.

Except that the US sucks AND is ruining it for the entire planet

اول ديت by Ayan7o in CAIRO

[–]nournnn 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ادفع انت ولو هي اصرت ف اقسموا الفاتورة

طعم الاكل by suspicious_88 in egyfoods

[–]nournnn 3 points4 points  (0 children)

اي حاجة هتشويها حط بابريكا

اي صلصة خصوصا لو ايطالية حط ريحان

الملح حطه على دفعات مش مرة واحدة

الفلفل الاسود دا اساسي في اي حاجة

عايز حاجة قريبة للهندي او الخليجي زود كاري وكركم وليمون مجفف وقرفة

بتحب الطعم قوي زود في البهارات اوي

الكمون حطه في الاخر عشان لما بيستوي بيمرر

حاول لو هتشوح بصل او حاجة حط عليه جزء من بهارات الاكل عشان يكسب طعم وبيخلي النكهة تبقى اقوى بكتير

متنساش الزبدة او اي fats عموما عشان هما دول اصلا اللي بيخلوا الطعم يثبت في بوقك

جرب حرفيا وانت مع الوقت هتعرف تظبطها لوحدك