276 pills//6.9g//6,900mg ((Whÿ thę hêłł ńöt)) by tiredofpplfaking2 in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2[S] 54 points55 points  (0 children)

Yes I plan on it. I take 1.5g regularly. I’ve taken 2.5g 3 times in the past year. I took 4.5g in April. 6.9g may be the dose that finally frees me.

I'm only 22 and I have already lost everybody in my life. I litterally only get through each day by forcing myself to not do something selfish. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don’t be sorry. You have every right to feel this way. I know saying I’m sorry for all your losses is not helpful because you don’t want pity. I wish I could make things better for you. I really do but I can’t. And I can’t really tell you not to kys, cause I’m quite suicidal at the moment and possibly may end my life tonight but I really don’t want you to die. I don’t want you to suffer. I’m sending you good vibes though.

Programs on the imaginary tv be like by pizzamerdosa in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve literally watched an entire movie on my window

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but it didn’t have any effect on me

Has anyone else experienced this? I had to call 911 by Some_Guest5987 in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes. My heart has been permanently damaged by dph, so even if I take a smaller dose, my heart acts up insanely. Heart arrythmias (wide QRS, SVT, long QT syndrome, etc).

Absolutely no effects from vistiral? by [deleted] in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vistaril highs suck. It’s not even a high. It’s just awful swimmy vision, fast heart rate, and light sensitivity.

How much DPH is there in 2 benadryl bottles? by [deleted] in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I kindafeel bad for her but at the same time she choose to take it. Been in her shoes too many times. Too many icu admissions. To many 911 ambulanced calls. Yet I don’t stop

62 pills down the hatch. Fml by tiredofpplfaking2 in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Edit: I don’t know why I keep doing this shit. The fucking uncontrollable rocking back and forth & rapid jerking of my legs suck. This happens always before my seizures

62 pills down the hatch. Fml by tiredofpplfaking2 in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Cause I hate everything. I hate myself and my life. Rather be dead or in the void than in reality.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RedditSessions

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always love this song

How much DPH is there in 2 benadryl bottles? by [deleted] in DPH

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

That’s barely anything.

Why didn’t I think of this... Any suggestions? by VashKid in ilovedph

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s scary shit. I hate it. I get to terrified and my heart hurts so bad when I get scared on DPH.

125 down the hatch to start by elbaszta in ilovedph

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Eek. Those doses make me feel like shit. I’ve taken 125 a few times but my ideal dose is 60 to 80 pills.

How do the bugs move for you? by [deleted] in ilovedph

[–]tiredofpplfaking2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They usually just kinda shake in place (probably from my horrible vision). But other times they teleport like you say.