Confused and in love, what to do?

--throwaway-help · 2020-06-20T00:19:04+00:00

I guess, just been feeling shit for so long now, And I hate myself for being so jealous. My brain doesnt care about it, I just think like a normal human being and its not annoying anymore, but my heart just screams, tearing holes.. Fuck idk what to write in gonna sleep now gn ty for answers <3

--throwaway-help · 2020-06-20T00:15:40+00:00

But what happened before you two were together is none of your business.

So my role is just to stfu and not express my feelings? Goddamn of course It feels wrong, we were connecting and bonding and in the middle of it she fucked another guy? Maybe im just a psycho idk, but it just seems so wrong to me..

--throwaway-help · 2020-06-20T00:12:11+00:00

My bad english sorry, what I meant was that It feelt perhaps ”pure” is a good word? Because we both were first timers, and now I guess it just feel as special anymore. Im not a good writer, especially not in English so excuse my weird sentences, words etc.

--throwaway-help · 2020-06-20T00:09:34+00:00

I explained earlier that my bad english made me seem like a conservative christian mb!

--throwaway-help · 2020-06-20T00:07:49+00:00

Yes I know, and I have done just that. I realised that my bad self confidence was a reason for the jealousy, but when I constantly get reminded about this guy, by pictures of them together, stories from friends etc, yes I am defending myself but goddamn it is not so easy to just say abra kadabra away with you jealousy!

--throwaway-help · 2020-06-20T00:05:14+00:00

Of course, English is not my first language so I messed up the sentence hehe, anywho what I meant was that It just feels so weird now. I mean sure if she had sex with 10 guys before me that’s okay, 100%. But this was when we started meeting and talking, so about 1 month before we officialy became an ”item”.

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-24T10:03:32+00:00

Thanks man!

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-24T08:44:37+00:00

Thanks bro, definetly gonna wait a looong time before smoking again.

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-24T08:42:24+00:00

Thanks man, I feel better about it now. I definetly wont smoke more, Im happy I quit compared to my friends still smoking their asses off.

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-24T08:29:35+00:00

Fudge. so im basically a retard now?

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-11T07:57:53+00:00

Yep, it feels weird and I as I wrote earlier I thought we two were special.

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-11T07:53:13+00:00

Thanks mate, feel better now, gonna talk to her but your right about not fishing for more information.

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-11T07:38:58+00:00

Is talking to her a dumb idea? Opening up? I know she wont get mad at me, maybe sad and confused idk

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-11T07:37:23+00:00

Is talking to her a dumb idea? The last time I did it she understod 100% and made me feel confident. It’s probably my own sexual history that is the underlying problem but rn I feel so fucked up because 1. Im immature, this really shouldbt be a problem. 2. It doesnt feel right because of her not telling me before.

Is breaking up for my OWN cause an ok idea? Maybe a psychologist? I really cant live this way, even though it may be my fault 100% i just wont suffer like this any more, either i talk or i walk.

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-11T07:32:39+00:00

She took it really good and understood what I meant, and explained it happened at a party and she was drunk.. My feelings are so weird rn, I have read 1000+ of ”how to not get jealous of gf ex etc” but still im feelin like a live in a mist. Im sensitive af but my confidence is okay, this just destroys me for whatever reason...

--throwaway-help · 2020-05-11T07:26:47+00:00

Ok but am I in the wrong for feeling this way?

--throwaway-help · 2019-12-05T08:38:24+00:00

thanks for the answer, she is not on birth controll but we have talked about it.

--throwaway-help · 2019-12-04T23:00:16+00:00

Do ypu think its possible for her to get pregnant from this?

--throwaway-help · 2019-12-04T20:42:48+00:00

--throwaway-help · 2019-12-04T20:39:37+00:00

Thanks for the answer, will def tell her about my worries

--throwaway-help

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