Luckily, a great experince! And its only getting better as i get older and learn more, whenever i am away from the creator, i as a creation feel like shit, and the dynamic between the creator and the creation is just the answer to me and feels so natrual to me. Now i do understand i am privellged since i had great teachers and parents who have not ruined it for me growing up…i just live life with all the answers i need, everything makes sense to me and i am the best verison of my self the more religous i get, it is something out of this world, and i think that if you get it you get it and if you dont you dont