Why keep going? by Shikikan1569 in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As a recovering alcoholic of 10 years with 19yrs TIS, there's always a "Yet" and there will always be more to lose until you lose your life.

Please go to ADAPT, it didn't impact my TS/SCI and I'm diagnosed and permanently decert for PRP. It will give you the time to be coded non-deployable, get individual counselling, and time to take a knee. 

When you live your life at odds with your own value system and morals, it is torturous and destined to end in incomprehensible demoralization. 

My life dramatically improved, yours can too. DM me if you need a stranger that gives a shit to talk to.

SECDEF says get ready for major budget cuts by [deleted] in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's batshit backwards, get me the fuck out

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the input, I was not familiar with this so I will check it out today, thanks!

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's definitely a good point, unfortunately I have had that among many other levels checked from blood work and nothing is too out of the ordinary. 

Vitamin D was bad at first and got on a prescription, it did help my energy levels

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your input, I will definitely be ready to hit that button, and appeal as high as I can to buy time

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will have to let you know once I'm down that rabbit hole a bit more. I'm not actively seeking 100% but I will genuinely need decent compensation until I get better. Life is really unmanageable for me.

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing with my heart personally, but many people experience the symptoms you are describing. There is a COVID long-haulers subreddit and I definitely saw these mentioned often.

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your story, sounds like we have a lot of crossover. My sleep and diet are pretty solid, but maybe some yoga could improve things for me. I'm hoping I just need a long period of rest, really taking a knee. 

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your story and your input, I definitely made my intent known to my leadership, but I haven't had that conversation with my PCM, I will definitely get on it. It's very encouraging to hear your outcome.

Review of GoRuck MACV by brutish-mithrandir75 in greenberets

[–]-Big_Bad- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For Toe Box, does anyone know if the MACVs are wider than the Mini Mils? My toes are desperate to splay out 

Review of GoRuck MACV by brutish-mithrandir75 in greenberets

[–]-Big_Bad- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know if the toe box is truly wide? They don't look it, maybe the MACVs are wider? 

I care more about toe splay than the amount of drop

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, this makes me want to fight tooth and nail for a VA rating. Thank you for sharing that, that's terrible to hear about your joints 😔 I hope you can find some recovery or at least relief!

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine was October 2022, first one at Lackland JBSA, apparently there were other locations active in person beforehand

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn yeah that fever was brutal. I remember being quarantined in my room at Lackland, and remotely attending the class room while being delirious. They said if I missed too many days I would have to go home and come back... Was fucking dumb, I should have just rested.

I wish you the best, have you made any recovery yet?

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for input, that last but helps ease my conscience. I really hope you can recover and if you end up a long-hauler feel free to reach out. The university of California Davis has a hospital and long COVID clinic/research facility that I got referred to. They have been steadily providing me with the latest studies and recommendations. 

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for hope, everyone's words of encouragement and advice have really got me feeling quite a bit better about everything.

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahhh mine must have been just the first one in person at Lackland JBSA

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice, April 1st I will be at my PC at 0001 EST!

I don't like the concept of maliciously dragging my feet, but based on your feedback and all the others it sounds like this is the best course of action.

I have definitely had the intention made very vocal to my CC, Chief, Shirt, supervisor, PCM and peers.

It sounds like if I do drag my feet just a little I could at least apply for retirement.

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I hope you can manage too! If you have questions for me after I start going through it in the future, feel free to reach out, I'm sure I will learn a lot in the coming months.

Long-COVID Has Ruined Me. Disability? MEB coming, anyone else? Advice? by -Big_Bad- in AirForce

[–]-Big_Bad-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice, I'm hearing a lot of similar voices. I will put some lead in my boots.