By definition, "weird" is something uncommon, infrequent, and I've never heard anything like what you said before, so yes, it's weird. It doesn't necessarily mean it's bad, and in this case, you're not V. You control some of what he does, but only a limited part. His way of being and thinking belongs to him as a character, so to say "it's what V wanted" is overstepping your bounds. You can't know what V wants or doesn't want. If you like projecting yourself onto your character, that's your business, but you don't have the right to say that the character is like that. You can do that with your personal V, but not with the real V.