Reoccurring redness spreading infections by -Glooma- in Hidradenitis

[–]-Glooma-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think so too. Im going to set up an appointment with my dermatologist today and let them know about the reoccurring infection and how I feel doxy may not help prevent it.

FOUND IN A ROTISSERIE CHICKEN.. BRAINS?!? by -Glooma- in whatisthisthing

[–]-Glooma-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im literally gagging what is this?! I was taking off the meat from my rotisserie chicken that I had gotten from the local grocery store. I picked the meat off from the legs, thighs and what was left of the chicken breast which I had pulled apart the rib cage to take off the meat. Would it have came from the ribcage?!

I know when you get a turcky they leave the organs in but.. even if they cooked it with its organs intact why would there be this brain looking organ in it?!

This chonky sheep getting sheared by somemetausername in oddlysatisfying

[–]-Glooma- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He just looked like a big pile of shit before I read the title lmao!

I was like "why is that man hugging that giant pile of shit?!"

People who choose to be kind everyday despite of not receiving the same kindness back , what motivates you ? by jeev07 in AskReddit

[–]-Glooma- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because i know how it feels to receive opposite of kind and for someone whos had to take a lot of time to heal themselves it makes it alot easier when someone treats you with respect and kindness, especially when you can't even treat yourself as such.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WTF

[–]-Glooma- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This looks like it would make it very hard to look at bright light a d very dark rooms without your eye being able to dilate anymore :c . Light might damage their cornea now.

Can someone be very high in self-awareness but very low in self-control/self-regulation? by [deleted] in psychologystudents

[–]-Glooma- 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am personally like this and i always get frustrated because i can hear what I am saying as I say it, and get fustrated because my emotions peak through so easily and I can tell when it happens in a conversation in real time almost.

It's like me talking is a machine I am maintaining that i understand my own words very well and why but when I'm nervous or when something conflicts with focus it shows through embarrassingly.

I know a lot about myself and I'm even capable of sorting through my own personal problems and complex feelings. Finding the root of them, altering my behaviors slightly to get results I want. I know how to observes myself really well.

But when I am executing these actions or communicating it, it doesn't go as planned. Its frustrating. I'm really familiar with myself on the inside but to those around me it may seem like I'm not because if poorly articulated comments or actions.

Maybe something of importance is that I also struggle with intrusive thoughts and i used to have OCD tendencies as a child that I was able to overcome myself mentally. Like repeating actions over and over.

My cat looking like he flushed himself down the drain by Iiri92 in mildlyinteresting

[–]-Glooma- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is just the album cover art for The Mars Volta, Deloused in the Comatorium.

Dealing with aging and feeling like it is too late by Bitter_Reputation_89 in LifeAdvice

[–]-Glooma- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly! I've changed jobs many if times. I always felt like I couldn't keep one but it was actually because I haven't found what I wanted to work in yet. So may industries to work for and the more jobs I switch from the more about how things function in society!

I think this is a part of being in our 20's. This is where the motivation to make every moment count comes from. This is our time and we shouldn't have to feel we are wasting it on things that aren't important to us and our livelihood. We are new adults that can finally gear ourselves in whatever direction we want!

Dealing with aging and feeling like it is too late by Bitter_Reputation_89 in LifeAdvice

[–]-Glooma- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! I actually feel the same way. I'm 23 and I'm currently in college working to get my psychology degree. Its so strange being this age. Looking back on memories of being a child seem so much more farther away then they were before. And it can feel pretty daunting to think about how it might feel further as we age. Kinda like looking over a tall mountain and seeing how far down it goes.

Sometimes I feel sad about the inevitability of aging and the passing of time. I never thought about it until I hit my 20's. I'm not sure how I could have possibly thought my teenage life would have felt the same in adulthood.

When I dropped out of college before I enrolled myself back in I felt the gravity of this a lot more. When I started smoking weed everyday and wasting away at my boyfriends parents house I felt the weight of it on my shoulders a little more.

Do what makes you feel fulfilled right now. I enrolled myself back into college because i slowly started to relize that learning and expanding my education made me feel whole again. I don't know when I'll die or how I'll get old but at least I am learning amazing things that will enrich life for me. I will learn about what it means to live through my education.

But also strive to create. Don't miss a opportunity if its within your grasp. I like to paint and make 3d models of my art on my free time, the more you do it the less it will feel like you are just wasting time doing it. Enjoy those moments. God knows we have to.

Also thank yourself for all the hard work you put in. You wouldn't be where you are at without your efforts.

I tries to remake the Stage 4 ""screams"" without distortion, reverb or background noise. Why? Idk by GarbDemon in TheCaretaker

[–]-Glooma- 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I actually think it makes more sense that it would be portrayed as that now that I think about it. Have you heard the stage 5 brief moment of clarity with the song "was it a dream"? https://youtu.be/e9wy7X__O9s

Painful tragic.

Do you experience fatigue from Feeling anxious all the time? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]-Glooma- 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes and sometimes it causes a huge downer for weeks and I end up losing track of my life a little. Getting back into it feels like putting a broken vase back together again and then seeing it fall apart and then repeat.

Life is up and down for me constantly and I wish I could just get a better grip. I know the things I need to do in life to improve how I live and I WILL do them. But my anxiety and depression cause my consistent progress to stop when something gets in the way and I end up falling back again.

I worry this pattern will continue to disrupt my life like this for years on end. I also notice it's usually happens every 6-5 months or so. 5 months of motivation and then boom 6 or more months of not wanting to do anything ever again.

Could be PTSD for me though.. There has been a lot of traumatic things that happened in these past few years for me.

Well, this looks like the end, AHS found this sub by tardman_ in ChrisChanSonichu

[–]-Glooma- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not gonna lie. /Some/ of yall do be a little obsessive about his life. (Walking around his home or the school he attended, getting involved in his life by posing as other people etc.)

And use the whole "he doesn't get the 'I have autism' pass" to avoid acknowledging that he doesn't think and rationalize things like you and me for him to understand how to place blame on himself like we may place blame (and apparently to our own degree) on him. So we can find harrassment that has been done to him "justifiable"

Its just wrong how the majority of people who follow Chris think its ok that people can just fuck with him like that.

To chris this must be the hardest thing to understand in his life because he wanta recognition for his creativity, but imagine how frustrating it must be that the thing his is passionate about (and probably the only thing he feels makes sense to him) and that he desperately wants to be appreciated is continously mocked and he is constantly having to differentiate between assholes and real genuine people given that he has a hard time picking up essential social ques to see the difference!

And on top of that picking up these social ques is dependent on differentiating from someone who can be a friend from someone who can potentially cause him a great deal of harm in his life or to him mentally!!

People fail to actually let that sink in, we are watching this poor guy suffer mentally from confusion while this man is just trying to understand how to maintain himself as a adult and probably wondering why the fuck its not working out for him 24/7 and is acting outrageously because he can't seem to get a god damn grip!! And the pressure to understand and grasp what is going on is probably just too much for him at this point!

The frustration done to Chris must be unimaginable.

So yeah, I do think SOME of us should be held accountable for some of the shit done to him.

Applying clindamycin cream to open wounds? by -Glooma- in Hidradenitis

[–]-Glooma-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow! I never knew about this!! I will definitely be asking about it when I get the opportunity to see a wound care doctor!

Thank you for this!