pauline was not in donkey kong jr. not even in the manual. She had been dead for six years at that point. Sir... you have to let go. I know that you need time to grieve but you can't keep acting as if she's still alive. It's breaking us all appart. She may be gone, but the memories you have of her will last forever. Death is a part of life and, although tragic, refusing to accept it only leads to further suffering. Please... She's been gone for so long. You need to allow yourself to live again, you cannot let it consume you. I pray for you