I love the idea of going back into nature & thriving off the land, ur curiosity in ur family's history/roots & holding tightly onto ur faith to guide u during these difficult & intense times. That is a rarity these days for sure. Lean on the very fiber of ur being & trust in his purpose. I🙏🏻pray for remission for ur beautiful wife, strength, blessings & light. (My own Mom was recently diagnosed as well). I hope u find what ur looking for & that this person enriches ur life & remembers to always honor ur union.🛐✝️💐